Things In My Life...

2010-11-22T23:05:00.000-08:00

I'm excited for prom which is this coming wednesday. Will be held at Orchard Hotel from 7.30pm to 11pm.. So excited, it will be so glamorous and some what a reunion for the graduating batch of 2010 from YSS. No doubt i miss my schoolmates a lot. Life without them is boring and dry.. But at the same time i'm also thinking about my what course i want to take, go poly or Shatec.. Stress meter going up.. Shoul i follow my passion or do what's best for my future.. ??????

All Grown-up

2010-11-17T20:01:00.000-08:00

Man, blogging is like history to me. It feels like decades have gone by since the last time i updated this blog. Life has change a lot for me. Finish O's that's the first. Now stressed up about getting part-time job. Wish me luck for that. Singapore is really competitive now, like seriously. 2011 is coming soon. Gonna start a new year from a new beginning in everything. School is definitely gonna be different. Planning of applying at Shatec Institute. Reason is it gives a lot of opportunities that will help me in my future prospects. Wow, blogging about my future makes me dizzy. It's like your life has suddenly been fast-forward. Feels like yesterday i was just born and now i'm like putting all my thoughts for tertiary education. Actually it doesn't matter what school or what course you choose to take up coz you don't have to work in that industry if you don't want to. However, i think it's still best to plan now. Reason is i don't want to put my parents money to waste. Furthermore, Shatec is very expensive to start with. Well, that's enough for now.Will check back soon.

A disco ball is just hanging by a thread..

2010-04-01T18:16:00.000-07:00

HEllO HEllO PEOPLE....IM BACKKKKKKK... kay stop being retarded Sheikha,hehe... Kay 1 month never blog is like wow...So long..Didnt know i can live without blogging..1 month alot happen, moved on with life in all perspectives...Tmr is Good Friday Going out with (F)(L) and Z,hehe i cant wait..1st time i going out with Z, i hope it turn out right tomorrow..Kay i know you guys would ask who's Z, welllll im sorry i cant tell though some people would know..Those people are the ones who's close to me. Love those peeps alot kay(loved)Well i change the skin of my blog coz the previous one got some technical errors.This one is quite plain coz i wanted to make it as simple as can be..I hope to keep this blog for as long as i can, maybe until UNI or more than that. Okay la enough about the blog thingy.Just now school was okay, assembly was very happening,got fashion show..Though the clothes they make not that nice, its their presentation that makes it happening.Next after school went home straight coz got no mother tongue achievers..oh ya as you all know today is 1 April which means April Fools Day, my class sportingly plan to play a prank on our form teacher.1 of my classmate brought up an idea to turn our table facing the back,even the teacher's table was put behind..We wanted to fool the teacher so he thought the class change direction,haha..He came inside class face so blurblur den we all shouted April Fool haha.Its was damn cute moment and i think we prank all the teachers that came to our class..Also the maths teacher..Their expression all the same..Face all so blurblur,haha..The the people who walk pass our class turn 2 times just to make sure den laugh themself,siao sei them..But very annoying coz got maths test today and the people outside keep giving the same reaction like replaying a moment,hehe..Kay today is quite fun day la, HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY everyone.. Enough about that,next week Saturday got family gathering with my mum's side at my house..Mum plan to have steamboat,cool? kay i so cant wait for that day.kay la i think thats all,kay bye,TOT.

2010-02-12T22:10:00.000-08:00

Time to rise.Time to shine.

2010-02-12T21:32:00.000-08:00

The past few days have been crazy and fast and confusing and sad= abit heart-breaking and many more.... Monday was per normal actually i can't really remember wat happen, so ya...But last sunday this one guy msg me, last time he used to msg me but that was until he had a relationship with a friend of my, den we drift apart coz i was heart-broken so i never msg him but after a few months he msg me awhile ask about me and all...I didnt put much hope on him though...Den he stopped msging me again and i was ok la coz i dun expect him to msg again but then afer like many-many months have past, that is last Sunday he msg me all of a sudden, he ask me how am i and all that stuffs...I was abit shock and confuse coz i dun know wat he wans from me...Of coz i see him at times, like at the bus interchange and all but i will just smile at him..He kept msging me and wants to meet me, supposing Thursday i meet him but he bastard me, he say he go meet fren awhile den meet me, lucky my frens have if not i like dumbo wait for him alone, so i told him no nid to meet already coz i have to go home.. When i reach home he msg me and kept saying sorry to me, i of coz forgive him. Den i ask him a question, that is why he sudden msg me..One thing i realise everytime he msg me he will always ask me about my fren,his ex..It bugs me alot coz knowing im not close to her already, he even ask me to ask her to contact him, after dat i never msg him...He answered my question abt why he suddenly msg me, he said that he just want to know how am i and not bcoz he wans to get close to his ex again, i was relieve la but after dat he never msg already...Its ok la, i also never hope for anything in him..His not that guy that i want, his not my type... His just a fren that i can go to for guys opinions....Thats the confusing part..

The other is that i fight with my fren, that person shud know who...It really made me bad mood...Seriously she change, i dun wan to say aniting about her here in my blog, coz im done and through wif her...I juz dun wan aniting to do wif her already, it breaks my heart seeing her...To that one person, u're free now to do aniting you wan, theres no more ppl to obstruct you from doing wat u wan to do especially me... I've learn a lesson that it takes more than one person to change something or someone... At that moment was like an encore telecast of an episode in my life... I thought it will never repeat again...One thing why we break friendships is because of misunderstandings over misunderstanding, its bcoz we never speak out wat we think inside our heart.After dat part happen i cried myself to sleep and of coz i couldnt sleep so i had flashbacks of that part of my life which i wished never happens...The next day that is today was in a very bad mood in the morning, no mood to talk to anybody but after MT class, im really greatful that i still have frens who can cheer me up, why let one person tear you down when u have many others who would support you always...I thought today was the best day out of any days that i ever had, even those long GUNDU jokes couldnt top it all...To WANY,TINIE,FARAH & NINA thanks for making my day...

Now its in for a long weekend and Monday plan to go out with my FIFTH LANE GIRLS...We're goin Marina Barrage and Esplanade rooftop...So cant wait...Its gonna be a blast coz we're gonna be celebrating alot of events that day... But now i'm having a dilemma of wat to wear, i really wan to buy that jacket at COTTON ON, so maybe if i have enough money left i'll buy it tomorrow...I've also planned abt Nina's Birthday present and im sure she will love it alot, i hope you'll cherish it when i give it to you on Wednesday...Cant wait for you to see it... Theres actually alot of things that i wan to buy but im short of cash..Seriously Im broke this month...But i've been saving all my pocket money by bringing food from home(bekal).. Me,Tinie,Wany & Nina would bring lunchbox or should i say recessbox to sch that eat at class during recess... Really cute you know...HahHAHAHHA...

Past few days also have been camwhoring with the Fifth Lane Girls, we're like really step model sekejap, hahahahha... It really funny if its caught on video of how we planned ever photo... But have not include the ridiculous jokes that we always made up, its more of random things that we talk about which lead to that massive joke... Theres too many and too long for me to story it out so its just for me to know and for you readers to find out except for the Fifth lane Grls of coz, they are the ones which created the jokes... Every minute with them is impossible without laughters, more like roaring laughters that would turn ever living humans head that is within the premises to look and stare at us...HAHAHAHHAHAH...Thats how loud we laugh...its always like 1 sec disperse, one would be on the floor, the other walking away laughing and the other one leaning to another person,HAHAHHAHA ...Love that moment alotz..

Im also currently crazy for Colbie Caillat, her voice is like freaking amazing and soulful..Im addicted to her songs... now time for pics...

1 MONTH OF MY LIFE

2010-02-03T21:03:00.000-08:00

Okay this if a bit freaky coz its been 1 month eversince i blog and its not really month of my life, more like a summary of it, those i remembered...Reasons are busy with school, lots of tests to study on, too tired to even on the computer and school ends at 4pm every single day...
Lots of things happen lately, firstly is was Wany's birthday on monday so Happy Belated Birthday my FISHBALL friend with the monkey laugh... Gonna celebrate this coming friday, i promise to go coz i didnt the last time.. School was ok, theres ups and downs...And i finally took up an A Maths tuition coz i am really far behind now..So its gonna be on Saturday afternoon, one day of my resting day taken away.But nevermind have to sacrifice everything this year, next no neeed already..This sturday have to go colect donations so im sure to be really tired, haiz...Everyday so tired..Btw just now got Amaths test and for the first time i really studied hard on it coz i wanted to pass it really bad, I managed to stay awake for 3 lessons of A maths coz i got a lot of question to ask...The paper was ok i hope to pass it, pray hard...

I've really started to adore Tae Yang, his so freakin cute and his musics are great. My cats have been getting cuter, seriously gonna have a hard attack soon...There just so adorable..Pictures will be posted on the next post that is i dunno when, haha... Btw last Saturday when to my grandma house, to check on my grandpa..He looks ok o me and my grandma getting cuter also..It was fun coz we had a birthday celebration too, it was my aunts birthday that day..HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AUNT SUZANNA..The cutest thing is that her husband, my uncle gave her a necklace with an amethyst stone, and the way he gave it is so romantic and lovely, how adorable sey... And we also plan to have a family gathering every end of the month at different houses.Well i gotta go now, will blog soon maybe next month,haha...Will try my best to have th mood and energy...Till now goodbye..

2010

2010-01-03T20:55:00.000-08:00

Okay its 2010 already and u know,i know that O level are near, but im not gonna let that obstruct my play time such as computers and so on,haha...So sec 4 already,so wat still not legal age yet, senior year siao,haha...New year resolution for this year would be improve my A Maths, do very well for exams and O's..Make mummy and daddy proud of me...But nvr changing who i am that's gotta be first. And the last week of holiday is spent at my aunts place, its was awesome but abit headache, bcoz my niece also stayed over and he has a very loud personality, u know how people like that can be... Nevertheless i had my own little party for countdown, just at my aunts place with party hats and masks, and so not forgetting party poppers, it was fun having a party in PJs, haha...And i still can't forget some people said "Lets welcome 2012!!", haha they must have watch the movie 2012 tons of times that they got carried away... Well over the holidays been doing alot of recap and so on, i've learned to cherish wat u have such as FRIENDS, they may not show that they care for u but actually deep down inside them it's u that they always think about and go to, U can have new frens but never forget the old ones, coz the old ones are the ones who know u better than others do... That's all i have to say, no more emo stories and wats so ever bullshit, juz enjoy life and remember that every moment that comes to you have its values and reasons..U cant change them so might as well go with the flow, coz God has already planned ahead of us and he knows wats good and wats bad for us...
So,
To God:
Thank you for giving me a wonderful life, i cant ask for more, juz ur guidance...

2009-12-20T14:58:00.000-08:00

Sorry been mute lately.. Busy busy wif homework and studies and catching up...I finish my maths homework now starting on Add Maths hmwk.. 2 weeks til school reopens and 2010 will zoom past really fast...I've got no time left to revise more... Haiz... i thot juz ytd school closes...
Btw been out alot, here and there, really tiring with loads of hmwk not done and next week goin back my aunt house bcoz my mum and dad not in town and my 2nd bro already NS, so left my 1st bro... But its fun being there coz maybe next monday goin Johor, juz shopping with aunt and cousin.. Ytd went ard Orchard then to Changi Airport coz my lit bro and little cousinn wants to play their control cars... Had a blast there and we ate at Earl's Swensen then played a little go-cart there, it was fun and exciting.. After that we went Giant@Tampines, and i bought a mega set of gel pens, lots of coours over hundreds of them.Its gonna be useful for Art O-Level next year.Saturday went to Suntec Convention Centre, walk ard the Electronic wholesale and others too... Been working out also to maintain my stamina, 2.4 km next year!! The days are passing by very fast and my 2nd bro will book out from camp on Wednesday nite, so i cant wait to see him in his army uniform, surely very smart....Thats all that i can update and Christmas coming and so is Alvin and The Chipmunks 2 movie,haha...

Major Update of my everyday life..

2009-12-02T00:22:00.000-08:00

20 November 2009,Friday

That day was North View Primary School's 15th anniversary, that was where i had my first 6 years of studies...Life during that time was very challenging especially during the PSLE time but time pass so fast now coz i'm already 15 and gonna sit for O level next year,or maybe less than that..Life for me is an amazing journey..

21 November 2009,Saturday

This day i went out wif my parent.Went to my grandparents house,more like my aunt's house...But before that went Park Mall opposite of Plaza Singapura to buy my grandpa's supplements..Recently he got an infected, somewhere near the anus theres a growth and the only way to get well is by operation but mygrandpa does'nt want it so my dad had a second option for him that is to eat supplement that my parents are also taking, since they saw improvments in their health they ask my grandpa to try it...So now his tried and said that its good but im not sure abt the growth whether its getting smaller or it has remain the same... So back to the main story, after we bought the supplements, went Plaza Singapura and walk2 at 'Spotlight', my mum wanted to buy a ribbon for her Annual Dinner, its part of her outfit...Then around 4 pm then took the MRT to my aunt's house..There me,my dad,my uncle and litlle cousins played PS3 Rockband...Everytime go my Aunt's place always jam out...Cool la.. But the fun didnt stop there...Instead of going home we all chill out at starbucks where the BigSplash used to be...And i got to witnessed stars,lots of them...Its really difficult to see stars in Singapore, at times you thought you saw a star but it turns out that its just a satellite,haiz.. So it was an experience there...

22 November 2009, Sunday

That date was when my little brother was born, so my family celebrate his birthday by going Jurong Point.Honestly speaking, i've never been there, the one place i like is Kiddy Palace bcoz its big and full of toys...There was on plush toy that i like, it has big eyes and makes sounds when you squeeze its stomach area..Then we went back North Point and ate at Sakura, and that ends the day...

23-26 November 2009,Monday to Thursday

Stayed home and did absolutely nothing, didnt even on my laptop...Only did it on the folowing Monday that is two days back....It was nothing much, just watch tv and slack..

27 November 2009, Friday

That day was Hari Raya Haji, when to important houses like my grandparents houses from both side of my parents.The last house was my mum parents house that is my grandparents house, there like normal played RockBand, jam out then at night my other uncles send us home then went out again to chill out at MacD@NorthPoint...Actually wanted to go Starbucks as it was 24 hrs but it was pack with ppl...When home around 2.30am....Was really tired so slept and woke up the next day around 12pm.. Oh ya receive my family potrait also and it is now framed and displayed at my house,haha..

28 November 2009, Saturday

When out to ION Orchard and Far East Plaza with my cousins and family,had a blast there and saw the LEGO thing. When home at night and also bought a top after so long,haha...Thank my aunt for giving me a treat..

29 November 2009, Sunday

In the morning when trekking with my dad and some of his frens, it was fun yet challenging as it was my first time to walk in the water all the way..And i discoverd a small waterfall there in the forest, who says theres no waterfall in Singapore coz i jus witnessed 1... Really wanna go again but one thing i dun like is theres quick sand there and your leg would be submerged till ur knee or more if you're not careful,i experience it already.Pretty scary... but my dad already plan to go again but this time its gonna be at night, 2 weeks form now.. Hmm still thinking about that... btw reach home around 1+pm... Was so tired that i decided to sleep coz mum said we're going out later in the afternoon, so took a nap while waiting for my cousin to come... Then woke up, bath and dress up, my cousin drive us to Century Square Shopping Mall, if u never heard of it then ur not alone coz i also didn't noe before bcoz it juz open...Dun exactly know where it is but u could surf the net for more info.. Its quite big though..

30 November 2009, Monday

Bought my school books that day and talking about school, i havent start on my math homework... Gosh la, i juz dunno where im heading now, cant seem to put my head in my studies..

1 December 2009, Tuesday

Stayed home and played game but managed to start on my homework abit...At nite ate dinner at KFC@ NorthPoint with my parents, tried the Black Pepper Chicken and its not that spicy or can i say that its not spicy at all.The hot&spicy chicken nugget my mum juz bought at NTUC is much spicier than it, so you cant really trust advertisments...

2 December 2009, Wednesday

Went bowling with my dad and brothers at Safra@Yishun. Then when the rain stopped we went swimming, had a blast there...Very fun..Just gotta say that i went out alot recently, my life is not that boring after all, haha... I lead a normal life of coz... I hope that will keep all my lovely readers updated about my life for the past few weeks...I'm not actually dead you know, juz lazy to update...So wait for a week or 2 then i'll update again...

2009-11-19T19:47:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went out with Tinie and Nina to Bishan, Junction8... We watch the movie 2012 and it was awesome,scary,sad and everything you could think of....Not gonna tell you abt the movie coz i dun wanna spoil it for those who havent watch it...Those havent watch,go watch it so worth the money... It was alot of fun and i took a video, a short one only coz theres nothing interesting to shoot, after the movie walk around Junction8, got bored so went back NorthPoint and sat at MacD, ate ice creams...Yesterdays Singapore Idols result show was so shocking and unexpected, never thought Faizal Isa would go out that night...Hmmm, thats what SI could do, turn things every where...The video will update tmr but now i got another video , more of a music video of Tae Yang singing Wedding Dress,i love the story line and the dance moves. Its really stylo-milo...

And also i love this new song by Justin Bieber

Ok tats all the video i have, the next post will be more videos...The video i took ytd will post it tmr or sumting...

2012

2009-11-17T23:45:00.000-08:00

No updates for now, coz i stayed home the whole time from Sunday to Tuesday, but today im goin out wif Tinie and Nina..We're watching the movie 2012, at last go out...So bored u noe at home, rotting sia.... And also Justin Bieber's album came out yesterday, woohhoooo...His songs are very entertaining and just makes you wanna dance....And also TONITE got Singapore Idol, cant miss it must watch it....Top 5 baby...I wonder whos goin out tonite,haiz.....Well tats all i have to talk abt, oh ya Saturday i went out to arab street but i didnt take any videos there coz i was juz too engrossed to the things that i forgot that i brought my video cam.. But no promise at all, later i goin out i bring but not sure if i gt the mood to shoot aniting or not, coz sumtimes or maybe all the time goin out wif tinie and nina turns out lots of laughter till stomach hurts, so ya....Cant wait...

KITE

2009-11-12T17:44:00.000-08:00

I'll start from after the chalet, so after the overnite i fell sick,had flu,cought and sore throat..Was really feeling lousy but i still manage to attend all my classes...Tuesday had no classes so i rest at home, after 2 days my flu and sore throat was gone but my cough still stays...Lately also my cat Onix have been a very caring cat, taking care of me and being by side when im resting on the bed...Love him lots....He just loves being kissed by me....Hmmm cheeky cat...Tmr is the last day for the preparatory classes, so since then i'll start my revision coz i've started to forget formulas that i just learn last week, how pathetic is that... I also really wanna watch the movie 2012, heard that its very good...So ya...The weather has been cold lately coz it keeps raining and it reminds me of playing kite, but i got none....So crazy for kites now, gonna buy it soon...

Chalet at Downtown East..

2009-11-07T21:08:00.000-08:00

Now currently in a chalet at Downtown East, bored so started surfing the Net and watching the television...Big Mama House is really getting alot of my attention, its just so hilarious...Actually didnt plan to stay here but then last minute mum said we're staying over for one night....I've so long never stayed over at a chalet, and further more only me, dad, mum and lit bro is here...The whole chalet thing started when my mum's colleague held their annual BBQ, which is usually at school but this year they decided to up the standard abit by renting a chalet... Yesterday when out after school wif dad to take my passport, it took us 2 hrs just to receive the passport coz there was alot of ppl, unfortunately we picked the wrong day to go there, haiz but nvm atleast i dun have to go there again...Then after that went PS to firstly install a program in my dad's phone but later changed our minds coz it will take them 2 hrs that meants we muz take the phone back tmr...So mum decided to visit my grandpa at hougang, so met mum there but before that, me and dad when walking around Hougang Mall and unexpectedly bought a shoe meant for water sport activity, its sole has a good water drainage system and the brand is Adidas...Den met my mum at the bustop and ate first before heading to the house...There mum and dad talked alot to my aunty...I eventually got bored and took a short nap of 2 mins before going home, took a taxi home as its more money saving, rather than taking 3 buses just to reach home...

Thats all i have to blog about, will update abt my night here in the chalet tmr, maybe going bowling later...Hehehhe.....

Opening up...

2009-11-04T17:19:00.001-08:00

I guess its time to update coz some ppl been asking me why i never update my freaking pathetic blog..Well here's sumting to talk abt, Sunday night sumting unexpected happen..My neighbours cothes were burn by a unknown person,watever it is the fire was big and scary..Luckyily my whole family havent sleep so we were watching Slumdog Millionaire and suddenly i felt hot, all of a sudden then i also can smell smoke, so at first i thot it was juz my other neighbour praying or sumting but then i noticed a big orange object outside the window, my window was close but i could see like shadows of it....So right then, everybody was like so panicked and ran to different directions to get water,it was totally scary and i cant imagine being put in a situation where a very big fire was alive...Now i know how those ppl who's hse has been burned down feels...So my neighbour whose cothes and bamboo poles were burned, called the police and the funny thing is that they came with a fire engine when the fire has already been put out,all we need is a policeman to report the incident but instead a big red fire engine came. Mondays and tuesdays were spent at school and out with dad and lit bro. we wanted to play bowling so badly but luck wasnt at ourside coz there were no empty lanes and the waiting list was very long.But finally get to play it yesterday so ok la....Very fun becoz i long time never play...Last Friday when swimming and yishun safra,very gerek not many ppl there but i thing is that when we wanted to go home, it started raining so heavily...So dad and i decided to run all the way home under the pouring rain...Once in awhile play rain nvm...But really,its been raining eversince last week... Eventhough now holiday already, still have to come back sch for extra lessons...

Friends all want to go out and they ask me along but i can only go out once coz i promise mum that i will not wander around or merayap....Mum wants me to start revising and studying so next year wont last minute want to do that and do this...Mum say next year not much time,haiz... I guess she's right and i have to change my attitude...There's so much i want to do over the hols, personal stuffs, revising topics that i dont understand and changing myself...I promise to be a better person next year....Im not an angel and i'll never be, coz i have sinned alot to Allah...Dont look up to me coz im not a good role model, i now understand that at this stage of my life being a teenager is really tough and i just wish my parents knows that, i've tried my best to pleased them and always think of them first before others but i just lose myself along the way. Enough of all that sayings that u keep repeating coz i too have feelings, though i never once showed it to you... Wateva u say about me, all that accusations u said i was, i will always love my parents, jush wish they knew that...

Parents are one thing another is plastic friends, do i deserve being treated like toys, When its new you always play with them but when u get a new person or toy you trash the old one a side... And you always tell me that u needed sumone that can guide u and u gave that responsibility to me, and how was i suppose to do that when you're always with that one person. I cant be that person who could guide you along in ur life, stop asking me to be that person coz i juz cant, u juz dun deserve that kind of treatment by me.. I always follow wat u say, give wat u wan, help u always but who gets the credit, that stupid boifren of yours...U once told me u can live without him, but all i see is you spending time with him like every minute of ur life... I still remember u had a big dream, u said u wanted to go poly and work near town area and blah,blah, blah but i dun see u working hard enuff for that big dream of urs...I guess u can juz dream on.... Maybe u juz dun see it now that his poisoning ur mind, u do aniting for him..He's taken u from me and dun say that we're drifting apart coz the truth is, u're changing to a person that i dun even know who...And i dun feel comfortable with u animore... Maybe wat others say is true that changing into a better persons takes time but turning bad is easy as 1,2,3... Im glad that i have real friends whom i can look up to. But its just so difficult to be around different ppl all the time and end up not knowing if they real or fake.... theres alot more that i wan to say out, things that i have been keeping inside me for so long, but i guess i'll juz have to keep it inside....Im tired of all this, just leave me alone to think about it..

(In the progress of changing)

LaLaLaLaLaLa....

2009-10-27T20:44:00.000-07:00

Schools closing in 3 days but unfortunately not for me and all the sec 3 students in my school, we still have to come school for another 2 wks for Sec 4 preparatory classes, the sound of it juz shows how fast time flies, O's are a distance away and i got alot and i mean alot to revise and buck up on....But too bad la,im still in my holiday mood ever since exams finish.So revision will start maybe next week...Well good news is that i'm promoted to sec 4,yay!!! Sec 4 ke per???? hahs..Today is so pathetic becoz only got two sec 1 class ,a number of sec 2 and a whole lot of sec 3...So u can imagine how pathetic it is during assemble,i so hate flag-raising coz mostly have to repeat and repeat,dumb sey the DM... But had a ecareer survey and talk,it was awesome coz i could see a glimpse of my future and what will i be... The jobs were ok, some high-paid and low-paid but that doesnt count now as i learnt that money is nothing, if u dun like ur job then wats the point of earning alot but coming home a saying to urself "life sucks"...Enjoying ur job is wat counts and u will tend to work harder than u expect.. Such great motivation.. Monday when LTA,the gallery was cool, and full of surprises, it was so gerek and kecoh... Currently im starting a new hobby,that is taking videos everytime i go out,but one thing is that im no good in editing it so,the first one will be very plain but i will eventually learn slowly ..I've started on my first project and its currenttly in the process, will be posted soon maybe next week or over the weekends.... Thats all i have to say,will update u more soon...

Too much to study,have to rest......

Shopping demands...

2009-10-26T23:09:00.000-07:00

A quick post,more of a demand...I'm trying to find this particular spongebob squarepants shoppers bag...Really head over heals for it so if anybody knows where i could find it plz,plz tell me...Thats the only thing i'll spend my money on for now... Heres the picture of it:

Either one will do...Like both and can't make my mind up..

So to anyone out there who knows where to buy this bag,plz tell me.... :)

Quickie Post..

2009-10-21T23:49:00.000-07:00

Hey a quick post,btw now that exams are over, i'll try my best to update my blog frequently.My life schedule now is pretty tight but i'll try to take time to update my dead blog...But one thing for sure that i have change my blogskin bcoz the previous one had some error goin on so my blog now is quite alive abit...Now school is having post exam activities but my studies will resume on 28 OCT, its a somekind of Sec 4 preparatory class...Results for EOY was ok,not quite sure also...Well whats there to regret about, now my mind is on O-Level,is more important...Till here is my update of my life currently but theres surely more, i'll talk abt it on my next post.. :)

(Don't ever find me when you're down coz i've long gone due to ur attitude)

study,stUDY,STUDY...

2009-09-25T22:50:00.000-07:00

Next week Friday is my early paper the is English,the following week would be all the written paper,so fast and i've yet to start revising,im now addicted to my computer as i can't seem to pull myself away from it apart from wanting to sleep...So all time wasted and revision is like a foreign word to me...I open book,5 mins later i feel very sleepy so i go sleep,den there goes my books and revision..I tink the only time i can study is in sch,somebody really have to put me in an isolated room with nothing in it just me and my books so i got no distraction or watsoever...Just now had my oral and i was really nervous as i've never been taught by Mrs Raj,so ried my best to read the passage as formal and english as i can...Like an english men...Chey...Till here only...PICTURES!!!!

Belated Hari Raya News

2009-09-25T22:39:00.000-07:00

Hey,re-aliving my blog now after being abundant for awhile...Hari Raya was gerek(best) woke up on the first day at 9 am coz i thot it was 10am,dumb sey me...So i watch malay channel and watch the kids show,so cute sey...Den 10+ bath and got ready, the day before very busy coz alot of cleaning and the cute part was finding my dad a matching baju kurung becoz he dunno wat to wear so since this year our colour is LIGHT PINK AND WHITE, picked dad a white baju and we put all our baju kurung side by side,thats when i felt the hari raya mood,thats like one of my family's moments.. So after we all got ready den it was the sad part which is asking for forgiveness from both my parents,cried a bit coz i need to maintain if not later make-up all ruin,so after dat headed to the 1st house tat is my aunts hse at sembawang because my grandma is staying over there and furthermore we have a family photo-taking,some sort like potrait...cool sey first time get a proper photo of my family taken by a professional photographer,wwoooohhhoooo....Spend hours there coz of some tecnical difficulties, so had to rush over to my other grandma hse at Tampines but luckily my mum get to borrow my cousin's car so this year got car to travel ard...For 2 days only..So after grandma hse at Tampines when to Uncles hse and many more..Approximately 7 houses in one day, thanks to the car if not only 3 houses...Reached home at 1+am,so worned out...The next day when out again to my uncles hse in the west side so after all that is done when home at 6+pm coz next day sch....Overall very fun....Coming weekends going out again as per normal...

On Wednesday went jalan raya wif Wany,Tinie,Zaim,Herni,Afiq,Herni's lit sis,Dahlia,Syai and syahrul...After sch went home straight then meet up at Tinie's hse that is the first hse,then later after all meet already except for Dahlia,Syai and Syahrul,when my hse next block only...Afetr dat to Dahlia's house then met Syai and Syahrul,went Wany's hse,followed by Zaim's,Jo's,Herni's and Syai's the last house...By then it was almost 11 pm,when home and so tired to had a quick shower and lights off till next morning..

now for the pictures not much as this year my family took a video instead of photos, so when the video is edited and ready i'll post it...The outing with frens also no pics as we use Tinie's camera so have to wait until she give me the pics..

Typical singaporean

2009-09-16T01:39:00.000-07:00

Today very shocking news,my big bro got into an accident,more of a hit and run,haiz.. But im glad he's fine and not badly injured...But whoever who hit him must be very stupid and kanchiong,i tink tats how its spelt,btw the least the driver could do is stop and help my brother who was like thrown away and nearly hit by the car behind...God bless he's ok..Had to go home early to pick up my lit bro from sch becoz he got no hse key and my mum is at the hospital with my brother so ask permission to leave sch at 12.50pm, ok la but seriously when my mum told me my bro was at the hospital,i totally when blank and couldnt think straight,my mind was like jumbled up...Tmr i got test and i just finish studying my maths but still alot more to revise on,and also got humanities test and i totally need to study and memorize everything coz i dun wan to get bad grades again... thats all for today... Tink im gonna bake cookie now to destress myself...

pics

2009-09-15T21:44:00.000-07:00

love this..

2009-09-14T21:44:00.000-07:00

Im back after a long blogbreak..So gonna start from holidays..Its was mostly B-O-R-I-N-G bcoz i still need to wake up early morning to go to sch for extra classes but nvm i went for all except one chem class,that one i lazy to go..But the classes did help me sumhow on my understanding of some stuffs that i was clueless about... Really wanted an A MAths class bcoz i needed all the help i can get for that subject...OH YA my RESULTS, I improve all except humanities,haiz...I drop from A1 to C5,horrible sey me...But im proud of the other subjects,overall i got 1 A1, 4 B3,1 C5 and 1 C6,ok la tu...C6 is A maths but im still proud of it becoz i improve from F9 to C6,wwwoooohhhoooo....But mum scolded me on my humanities that was one of my fave subject...Haiz....A1 is of coz ART,duhh... Ok enuff abt the results..noz move on to outing wif Farah,Tinie and Nina on Thursday,10 September...Break Fast wif them at Banquet@Causeway point,it was pretty much our ucky day as we got a table as soon as we enter the banquet...So aft eating,Mamat a.k.a Farah's bf came and we sit awhile den walk ard causeway then camwhore at the toilet awhile,after that when walk2 ard bazaar...Later farah when home and me,Tinie and Nina stayed awhile and we camwhored again,so funny la tat outing and it was also my first ever outing wif NINA,wwoohhooo....Chey Nina da maju sey...Later when home and found out my dad bought a new cupboard... Friday stayed home and decided to design sumting for my bedroom wall that i find really empty and plain so designed sumting and painted it on Sunday morning,so just wait and see la to whoever want to see it... Den dad wanted me to do the same thing at the wall in the living room but different design so designed again and he drawed it on the wall free hand and i painted it,and time check at that time was 12 midnight and finished the whole painting at 2+ am was exhausted of coz and so slept for only 4 hrs coz needed to wake up for Sahur...After dat decided to paint the drawing i design at my bedroom so painted it and the design was much complicated than the living room one so spend from 6am to 1pm painting it and wif only 4 hrs of sleep it was a torture for me as i couldnt sleep after dat as i got religious class and theres exam on that day,whoa....Got a Headache there and felt like fainting after finishing my papers ask teacher whether i could go home early but he say cannot,wat sey and i had to sit there doing nothing for 1 hr full and it was so cold inside the class,god knows wats the air con's temp. when home and still had to continue finishing the last touch-up.. The next day got sch and luckily i finished most of my homeworks on Saturday,so ok la...But still got alot more to finish but couldnt find the urge to do it so by luck la at sch...First day of sch that is today was really dry and i couldnt stop snoozing off as and when i could coz i was still tired from that 2 days sleepless marathon,haiz...and to add in,my leg muscles was hurting like damn when i woke up in the morning,couldnt walk properly so later i put oilment and i was better but still hurts when i was walking to sch juz now and also in class but i had to juz forget abt it...Friday gonna bake cookies and dats the last day and the only day i have left as HARI RAYA is on SUNDAY,like THIS SUNDAY LA SEY...Cant wait but i havent buy my shoe yet so how to raya sey,barefoot or wat...hahahha...JOKES.First day of sch i like a really check for me that i only got 2 1/2 weeks more to study before EOY,whoa...that's so fast and how many more months i'll be sec 4 and busy preparing for O level,whoa....dats more of a reality check....hahahahha.....btw tmr got art and i didnt do a single thing during hols,didnt even look at my art...Thats how ignorant i am and no time or mood to do...thats all for now...Now my blog is flooding...hahahha...

Dont mind the brightness or darkness of the pics coz i lazy to edit so its all raw and wat you see is wat you get...hahaha...Oh ya tmr is my second bro's birthday,so HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY ABG SYAHRUL,hehehe...When you hear the siren thats when he's born,how cute... :)

Early holiday updates..

2009-09-03T18:36:00.000-07:00

My holiday is all filled..Got classes on Monday,Wednesday and Tuesday...Also need to start revising coz EOY is near and i also using this holiday to bake my all time fave cookie that i always bake for hari raya that is chocolate chip cookie but this time i got a new recipe that my aunt gave to me,cant wait to try it out,so many to do with so little time...Tmr last day of term 3 so that means i'll be getting my report book back,i wonder if i improve or deprove,hmm... Lately always no mood, coz im so stress up abt studies that i cant stop thinking abt it, alot of subjects to buck up...Parents also nowadays always bombared me,haiz...I need my peaceful night back to pause my life awhile...But im juz too tired to stay till late nite... Saturday go aunt hse at Tampines to break fast there,haiz...Religious class on sunday,haiyo exam la and i have yet to open the book to revise,Stress la oi....Too many stuffs to study my mind so cramped up ...Mother tongue juz now had letter writing test,cant think and my minds was like everywhere and i swear i was gonna faint coz i suddenly felt the words were moving and my mind like flying off somewhere im not sure where... Got alot of homework also...Can be said a small stack of it like [ ] this like (measure la with ur fingers...) Havent add with revisions,haiz....i really wish i could sleep 1 whole day so i can really rest my mind...Cannot absent myself from school coz mom wouldnt let me even if im sick coz i once when sch even when im sick....

NOTE TO PEOPLE OUT THERE:

-If i not that active during sch dun ask why coz it really bugs me when ppl ask me that question, dunno why but it irritates me...Coz im already in no mood..

-If i drift apart from frens its becoz i always do that when exams are near coz this stress up feeling make me wanna spend time alone more than aniting.And yes every time i do this some ppl will say that im not there when they need me,well ask urself if u are there when i need u the most???

-If u dun wan ppl to treat u bad by talking behind ur back then u urself should stop doing that to other ppl coz reality will eventually catch up wif u...if dun like ppl to talk back behind u and believe wateva he/she hears then i got one thing to say to you and that is u are doing the same thing to ppl and no wonder ppl talk bad abt u...Jus becoz that person lie and it wasnt even to u la,kalau tipu besar takper stakat benda kecik je and u wan to hate that person well reality check again, u did the same thing that the person u're hating is doing now but did i hate u and distance myself from u?? Wake up from ure la la land and start thinking reality la...Dun be childish... I tegur u once but did u listen??I think not...You're just full of words but no actions...(wateva la whoever reading this jangan terasa if u do then its you la....)Good uck aje la in ure life...

THIS IS WAT MY LIFE IS ABOUT NOW

FASTING!!!!

2009-08-25T21:30:00.000-07:00

Its been 4 days of fasting and it was ok,but nearly feel like dying just know becoz the heat was unbearable,haiz...Today at sch was very dry and bored,fell asleep alot of times....Chem test was clueless,dont even know wat im writing so wish me luck when the results are out...EOY also is nearing in 5 weeks i think,thats really fast,i've already plan my 1 week holiday,that is catcjing up with my weak subjects.Btw i've pass my AMATHS test again,so proud of myself,really can say that i've change my attitude to study amaths,so sitting infront of the teacher really paid off..SATURDAY gonna break fast at grandma house, at last i get to see her, i miss her ALOT... No words can describe..This week when by so slow,not sure why...

PS: Still waiting for my PRINCE...

Tinie's Birthday surprise..

2009-08-21T06:24:00.000-07:00

It all started when Nina plan to buy Tinie a cake without her knowing,so everyone contributed $2 each,then we plan carefully so she won't suspect anything..After sch me,nina and fyda when out school fast and when np to buy the cake,the cake was chocolate mint,kinda nice eventhough i dun like chocolate mint,haha..Den after we buy already,went 740 to set up the cake and lit up the candle because it was windy so nina and fyd use our art file to cover so i can lit up the candle,so kecoh sey we all...Then farah,wany and tinie came and we surprise her with the cake...Then celebrate and tnie got a free chocolate mint facial by all of us,hahha...Funny moment,den when 145 library to wash ourselves and sat there longer than we expected to...Laugh alot there because nina did the"MARY HEW"S STAND,TINIE'S FINDING THE MIRROR,PARI's FACE,TINIE's HAND(FITS)" IMPRESSION,hahahah...all in one and i fell off the chair and sat down on the floor still laughing...Den after she did it she said "lucky no camera" den wany saw the CCTV Camera just above us and it was facing where nina did her impression,hahhaa....Den laugh again...Pics will explain the rest...BTW HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO KARTINI KHALID..Another 4 1/2 hr till her birthday,chey baru nak 15 pe?

The CHOCOLATE MINT cake..

Birthday girl..

Fyda with Tinie

Farah with Tinie

Nina with Tinie

Wany with Tinie

Me with Tinie

GROUP PICTURE!!
(Where's Fyda??)

So stress...

2009-08-19T08:40:00.000-07:00

BLOGGING TIME!!!! hahaha...My blog is officially dead as i got no mood to update but now i got a bit of mood so before it really becomes dead i should seriously update it...well start off with the enterprise day that was really awesome and fun,played water like nobody business and then after that was already tired and hungry so no mood to laugh,when to bubble tea shop near sch with fyda,diana and hannah,and ate ramly burger to make myself alive again as the atmosphere was getting abit boring,then met tinie,wany,nina,li xian and her boyfren at small library,took pics and some candid ones of fyda,haha....stayed there while fyda,diana and hannah when np to hang out so i decided to hang out with nina they all den laugh2,take nina's candid and run2 from nina,soooo funny scene...den when home and sleep till 6pm,wow that explains my tiredness after washing 8 cars i tink...Den the next on satuday afternoon when to help my cousin at her flee market at changi...It was my first time soo wat an experience although not many stuffs was sold..It started at 5pm and we packed up at 2am,imagine how tired i was and i regret not brnging my pile of homeworks along,haiz...wasted 9 hrs sitting and looking at ppl passing by the shop...i also get to walk2 at the flee market,got alot of interesting stuffs but none catch my interest..So reach home at 2.30pm then took a quick shower and slept like an angel,hahaha...

Next day on sunday woke up late and didnt go madrasah as it was national day,stayed home the whole day and watch the NDP Parade at tv...Den nothing much much happen...On monday my cousin and aunt came,then lit bro followed them home as my mum wanted my aunt to take care of him coz he got chickenpox... The rest of the week was normal,last saturday when my aunt place at tampines to pass my lit bro his piles of homeworks...Aft that walk2 at tampines mall and bought some clothes,lately i've been spendng alot on clothings,well its been along time since i went shopping...i also bought a cute TWEETY BIRD towel,hahaha....Then the next day when madrasah and found out that my whole class didnt go last week that was on national day,hahahha...Like plan sey all,lol... So got my exam schedule and my exams for madrasah starts in 2 weeks,arghh more stresss.... Sch have been really pressurizing forme as i found out that i only got a coupl more weeks before my EOY,wow...and i got so much to cath up and test have been one aft another except for tmr taht is almost the whole day test,haiz....Goin to knock head on wall already but i tink again better not as i've been experiencing headache lately,hahah...Today tinie gave my belated birthday present,hahha..how sweet coz its a teddy bear that have really soft furs and a box of chocolates and 2 lollipop,my favourite...Then theres the card that i cant stop reading haha,find it so cute for some reasons...Well i'll repay it back soon as her birthday is this saturday and i got something up my mind for her...(ssshhh secret) But eventually her birthday is on the 1st day of fasting,haiz...Time flies so fast that without you knowing the year is coming to an end and that means that my O's are nearing as every single seconds,minutes and days past... Just now i went geyland with my mum,aunt,cousin and lit bro...Cousin wanted to find her baju raya so helped her find and yes we found wat she wanted haha..then mummy ask me wat coour to wear ths year and i suggested some coours that i havent really worn before that is GREEN,YELLOW,ORANGE,WHITE or BLACK...Hahaha, she picked green,the green shouldnt be too dark or too light or too striking,t should be juz right,but we didnt see any baju that interest us..actually there was one but the kain was so funny coz it had so many colours...So we were all tired so when makan at coffee shop thne walk2 to joochiat from tanjong katong complex,hahaha and tried finding my lit bro's baju kurung also and we found one that he like but no size and he insisted to buy that so we trid finding other place but dun have,he even cried bcoz his baju dun have,its so funny yet so sad,hahaha..tried to cheer him up and so mum decided to go again later during fasting months as there will always be bazaars there...So when home and i was so tired and slleppy that i slept in the car the whole journey home,also listen to songs at the same time,reach home and studied my amaths as tmr got test and not only that,even got e maths test,physics test and humanities test,haiz all in one...die la but try to cope with it...Tmr also decided to go out with fyda to somewhere that i will tell you soon...(secret for now)hmm...Well its midnight already and i got sch tmr with test lined up one after another so GOODNITE BLOGGERS...

RANDOM

2009-08-06T21:24:00.000-07:00

Really cant wait for tmr's car wash. It's totally gonna be really wet and fun at the same time...I dun really have aniting to update juz the usually happen..

pics..

2009-08-05T20:17:00.000-07:00

FYI, I was kinda bored and i just bath,haha..

So much for smiling!?!?!?!

oh man....weekend of boredom..

2009-08-05T20:14:00.000-07:00

UPDATE TIME!!!!!! LOL...

So my lit. bro is down with CHICKEN POX !!?!?!?!?! And it keep me wondering whether i have had chicken pox or not,well i'll ask mummy later...So since his sick,weekend will be just at home watching television and stuffs and totally rotting....And the past few days were awesome, spend time with FYDASIAO and the usually crazy talkings and jokes and then the long laugh till i thot i was goin to die due to lack of breathing,hahhah..... The jokes were just so random.... And theres also one moment where i fell at some place(not telling) and im too ambarrassed to tell eventhough no one saw... Im kinda into vest now eversince last week,im not sure why but im goin to buy one real soon... Cant wait for FRIDAY ,and why is that??? Becoz its just gonna be awesome,im gonna help FYDASIAO'S class in the carwash thingy and its so gonna be totally fun and wet,then must also bring extra money becoz i have to buy FYDASIAO'S class waffle, AFIQ'S burger ramly and my class ice pop,cooll huh??Just so many things and food,woww....Havent really ate that much lately,juz down with my diet,hahahaha....I really hope the concert will be awesome and happening...

Btw,i finally pass my A MATHS COMMON TEST,wwwooooohhhhhhhoooooooo.....Happy or wat!?!?!?! Got 20/40,though i have to admit that i did alot of careless mistake,urgh...If not i can score higher like 25 or something, but nvm i will work harder next test that is next next week...Im really surprise also that my geog test i pass,hahha...coz i didnt learn nor memorized,i kinda use my memories and flashback a little to when MS DIMAS was teaching that topic,hahaha...My paying attention really paid off well...Good job SHEIKHA,hahah....

Fasting months are nearing and i am so prepared coz by this fasting thingy i can keep my mind off food...But i not excited nor looking forward to HARI RAYA,and im not sure why but wateva la... And i kinda saw somebody just now when i was walking home from school,and i didnt really feel aniting just happy to see him...Coz its been a long time eversince i talk to him,more like 6 or 7 moths,haha...time really flies that fast... Fyda also have been asking me unexpected questions abt my status and when i want to be in a relationship again...Well, to be frank i really miss the times when i have someone who cares about me so much and always msgs me even how late or early it is... Im just gonna go with the flow and when luck is on my side i'll find that somebody... Fyda also told me that guys nowadays look for mature and older girls,so does that mean i have to look for a sec 2 and below guy,hahaha..... I guess i'll just wait and find out later.....

OKay im done pouring everyting i have in my mind and im really hungary and exhausted so im going off now..... :)

SORE THROAT...

2009-07-29T05:54:00.000-07:00

Alot happen but im not in a mood to type it all...Im feeling really lousy now coz im having this sore throat which hurts so much :( But im still going sch,i think that also if my mum allows me to go,haiz but i got so many test tmr and i cant afford to skip it....Haiz....Maybe just too many stuff is happening and its no surprise that i will get sick very soon.. Im just so tired and i need to pause my life a while to get a grip of myself...

Currently loving the song 'TWO WORLDS COLLIDE' , its about good friendship,hmm....
Till here,im going to rest now.

Before & AFTER

2009-07-21T21:30:00.000-07:00

Demi Lovato BEFORE & AFTER LOOK....
She's getting hotter and her vocals are getting powerful...
Her songs are just awesome...

...

2009-07-21T21:22:00.000-07:00

Well ytd was fun,spend time wif Fyda and joke alot... And lots of laughs... haha... Theres this joke that i wont forget...

In the SCARLET shop, choosing a hairclip and the atmosphere was very quiet inside only got me,fyda and two sales person...

Fyda:(concentrating on finding her hairclip)

Me:(Standing opp shelf of her and looking at her becoz she's really taking quite some time choosing the hairclip)

Suddenly got this soft music come out....

Fyda:Is that ur phone ( wif her serious face)

Me: I think so (so serious and confident sey)

So i was juz abt to check my phone when the soft music became so loud and we realise that it was the shop's song and make matter worse one of the sales person was behind me trying to contain her laughter when me and fyda was already laughing our ass off bcoz of our stupidity...
(So funny la and i'm laughing right now,hahahhahahahahhahha)

The end of the joke..

Lately sch was ok and i got english & physic test tmr, A maths on thursday and Art to finish by friday,wow,amazing... Juz now plan to go SSC to play at the splash park but it only opens at 5pm,haiz...Spoil only our plan... so me,fyda and diana went back npand met hannah at library and i borrowed this book... Then eat at mac coz i was really hungary then met tinie and went home wif her...Den reach home find DEMI LOVATO's latest song and btw her album cmes out today,hehe...Den after that sat at the sofa read the book i juz borrowed then suddenly fell asleep still sitting down,funny or wat... hahaha... Lately obsessed wif DEMI LOVATO & SELENA GOMEZ bcoz they are like bff and i juz wish i could be like them...Demi is getting hotter wif her new look,love it so muchh....Selena still the same but i love her baby face,so cute sia...hahah...ok stop it eh...(i gotta pass my a maths test this time round if not i go hit my head at the wall really hard) Haiz...sad u noe nvr pass my a maths before...not even mid-year....

Demi Lovato & Selena Gomez

2009-07-21T21:02:00.000-07:00

BEST FRIEND FOREVER

16 JULY 2009

2009-07-16T23:16:00.000-07:00

Today is normal school day, when sch alone but met Farah at this particular place out of coincidence, then met Wany and Nina....Go sch not late,yes!! Den the rest is just normal school stuff and i find myself liking A Maths so much coz its some sort of a mind challenging thingy to do all the question so not my fault if homework always not fully done,lol... Today aft school eat ice cream again with Diana,Fida and Elysee... And Diana wanted revenge so she threw alot of paper until go inside my uniform,ticklelish sia...Den after dat meet Tinie and Faris at KFC,talk abit and joke2 also..Go home wif Tinie,who else la if not her besides we long time never go home together,so ya...Go home did my art abit den now still thinking whether to fold that paper crane or not...Haiz i feel kinda exhausted now,so see first la... Im out of here... :0

Happenings

2009-07-15T23:43:00.000-07:00

Well firstly, been a long time since i update so my blog is like abit dead now... Very busy with school and studies besides i made a promise to myself to study hard from now on, no slacking2...Basically alot happen lately that is last Saturday had my monthly hiking at Bukit Timah, my new hobby and its very fun and challenging, yet tired also but its normal...Then also celebrated my birthday that day at Causeway Point,SIAM KITCHEN...There's pics and will upload it when i got the time and mood.. E-Learning was ok, but prefer school,more straight forward.. Online very the confused can go bang head at wall,lol... Since Monday i've been busy wif school and catching up with friends.There's common test but its ok la, as usually you dont expect test to be very chicken right?? I kinda miss Tinie eventhough i see here everyday in school and in class and go sch with her.. Why i miss her is becoz she's always very busy with malay dance,haiz...But nvm... Today after school spend time wif Fyda,Diana and Hana.. Walk2 at np till i very tired so i become very super crazy... haha laugh till i miss breathing,lol...Tomorrow scared to go school bcoz later Hana kick my leg again becoz i bully her alot juz now,haha... But i was fun, it was ages since i laugh that much in one afternoon... Till here..(gonna sleep soon, it's almost midnight)

My BIRTHDAY..

2009-07-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

Ytd was my birthday,got alot of birthday wishes from so many ppl,haha... but luckily no birthday bash,no way man....Gonna celebrate my birthday wif bro's birthday on Saturday,mine is 7 JULY and his is 10 JULY,cool ya...Btw its the 1st bro...Jane also went sterilise on monday and came back that night also...She was really weak when she came home,felt so hurtful looking at her,but ytd was better coz she finally MEOW at me coz i layan(entertain) her... Now right now she's looking much healthier and lively and sleeping beside my mummy,facing directly at me,such a cute face she has,haha...Ytd also got my phone back and thats a present from daddy for helping me sent it to the shop to repair,haha...Easy to say this year my birthday,i didnt ask for aniting from my parents coz i got nothing in mind, juz that i hope my birthday wish will come true someday.... Today until Friday will be having school closure that is study online and all,so ok la...Today supposingly meet Wany,Farah,Dahlia and Fyda to do e-learning together but then i feel kinda lazy to go out so tmr la meet them,hehe.. till here... :)

4 days updates

2009-07-06T14:51:00.000-07:00

Starts from friday,3 JULY, when out after school wif Zaim,Farah,Faris,Tinie,Wany and Eksan to Cathay Cineleisure to watch TRANSFORMER,again for me,haha...When out ard 4,met Tinie first den Wany den the rest...reach home around 11 den like always la..MUMMY always dun like when i go out come back late,haiz...wateva la dun wanna spoil my mood...Theres more reason to it but juz gonna let it past...The next day that is Saturday when out to BUKIT TIMAH to hike it was awesome but i didnt take any pics coz my phone spoil n im using a very basic phone,so ya...Not sure when im getting it back coz dad sent it to repair and warranty still have....Den came back ard 4 den watch ghost story 'JANGAN TEGUH' so not scary but kinda funny at some parts,to me only haha...Den at night watch MANJA LARA..last episode le,haha...Sunday when madrasah like always and actually last week already start but i never go easy to say all never come hehe...Start 2.30pm end at 5pm den went home play wif cat and dunno wat,hehe....Monday no sch that is today,yes...Today JANE going sterilise so sad,hmmm....so now crystal taking advatage to manja2 wif me,haha...Today didnt go out so blog la...long time never online and.... TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY,HAHAHAHA..... i aready got a present from mummy that is a bag :) and i love it..Till here byess...

Differentiate

2009-06-29T22:00:00.000-07:00

JJ NOW & THEN

Differentiate him....From a small cute kitten to an adult cat..
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School day..

2009-06-29T21:32:00.000-07:00

Well today was okay,kinda sleepy actually coz still havent fit into the new wake up timing,haish... Den Tinie also nvr come sch, DAMN LAZY ASS,haha joking only...after sch spend tme wif Fyda..Roam around np and talk craps and all,usual la us being nonsensical den ate ice cream and ard 4+ when home felling so exhausted...Oh ya,i also met FIONA,tinie's fren,so ya talk abit den she said sumting i think im not suppose to hear,haha i think im attracted to crazy ppl,sumhow or another,lol. kk tats all nothing much..byess...

Schools starting TOMORROW

2009-06-28T21:30:00.000-07:00

Hey,today started on my project and since the dateline is 1 JULY 2009 so finish at least half of it and finishing the rest some other time...So tmr is school day,yay!! but i think tmr will be like an IMMIGRATION in the morning with temperature taking and wat so ever...Haiz...DAMN YOU H1N1 FLU.....But nvm,will pull through....well basically dunno wats gonna expect tmr and tonight sleeping early since the past 1 month always sleep ate till 3 or 4....haha...Waking up early too..at 6am,GOSH..... Well till here then.. :D

:D

2009-06-28T14:12:00.000-07:00

I have OFFICIALLY finish all my HOMEWORKS,wooohhhooo... I'm left with my project gonna do it now,but first goin POPULAR buy the stuffs,so ya...
till here...

1 More day to school..

2009-06-27T14:40:00.000-07:00

Ytd night was awesome,watch TRANSFORMER which lasted 2 1/2 hours,though i felt a little giddy after watching it coz i never did sat for 2 1/2 hours straight and watching a big screen,hahah...But the movie was really good,better than the 1st of coz, i wanna watch again and never get bored over it,hehe...Today i think gonna stay home coz i got homeworks still not done and to top it i burned my thumb,ARGHH so painful...Cant even write properly,so how to do hmwk,gosh...i'll find a way... :( SLACKNESS is gonna end soon and HARDWORKING is gonna come, no more playing gonna study till theres nothing left to study,hahah EXAGGERATE A BIT ONLY...

My countdown to my B'DAE is still on...Hehe.. :D

:]

2009-06-26T16:32:00.000-07:00

Currently doing my homework and stuffs,cant wait for tonight bcoz i'm watching TRANSFORMERS wif my family,WEEEEE.....I hope its gonna be awesome,not much happen just the usually,so ya....VERY short post.....

10 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY

COUNTDOWN :D

2009-06-25T21:45:00.000-07:00

It's juz gonna be a short one. Ytd went out to Suntec,took a bus there and its a long ride but once a while ok la,get to relax my mind before school is officially open, WOOOHHHOOOO......Den walk2 there den went home by MRT.....Ate at KFC den went home.........Lately nothing happen so i got lots of time to finish my homework that is still not complete,HAISH :( I still got aproject i have'nt even started on so still thinking...

BY THE WAY......

IT'S COUNTDOWN TO MY BIRTHDAY THAT IS 11 MORE DAYS.WWWEEEEEE :D
THEN I'M OFFICIALLY 15,hehehe....

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

<3 VANESSA HUDGEN & ZAC EFRON

2009-06-22T08:47:00.000-07:00

WOOOHHHHOOOOO........

22 JUNE 2009

2009-06-22T08:19:00.000-07:00

Today, basically stayed home watch tv while doing my HOMEWORK,now I'm left wif a bit more to do then i'm done wif school work,WOOOHHHOOOOOO...... Did nothing interesting just tv and work but i watch SPEED RACER though :) A bit abt YESTERDAY, well ytd when out in the afternoon to COURTS at TAMPINES with MUM,DAD,LIL BRO,AUNTY, COUSIN and LIL COUSIN,hehe...Cousin have a car so took car there den in the car i read CLEO MAGAZINE that she just bought,and TAYLOR SWIFT was on the FRONT COVER,woohhhhooooo....Read her interview inside and others also.....Reach there purpose was to buy a new rice cooker coz the old one is broken,so bought new PHILIP RICE COOKER and cousin bought a vacumm cleaner and aunty bought a booster,LOL.... Den bought ice cream for lil bro and lil cousin and walked to the car,decided to go np to eat. In the car hear music at full blast coz i was pissed off wif the ppl at courts,so release anger....Ate at foodcourt,i ate FISH & CHIPS...Before eating accompanied dad to find his phone cover bcoz he says he scared that it might get scratched so bought it at POWER 9,den blablabla....Bought cat food......Go home......

20 JUNE 2009

2009-06-20T09:37:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 12+,was awaken by the sound of vacuum,urgh...Wake up still in daze den dad said that we're goin out to see grandma who is sick,so bath and got ready then went my auntie hse coz my grandma stays there,reach there around 4 coz we decided to take the longest route there,haha....It was all bus ride all the way,after we spend about 1hr+ there,my mum decided to go CHANGI AIRPORT TERMINAL 3 just walk2 and see2, so took bus to tampines interchange den walk around tampines mall awhile before taking the train to changi airport....Can say there wasnt much people and there were lots of activities to do there...Walked to the viewing gallery and took some pictures too.. DEN it wasnt like we expected bcoz couldnt see a thing there...HAiz... waste time so walk to HARRIS BOOKSTORE and dad bought lil bro a pen that cost $5,LIKE WAT....so by den my stomach was like talking to me and went to eat at kopitiam,coincidence met my auntie,the one im very close to....BUT IN BETWEEN SUMTING FUNNY HAPPEN,LET'S SAY VERY FUNNY...WENT TO THE TOILET WIF MY MUM SO GO THE CUBICLE BESIDE HER,AND SUDDENLY WENT I WANTED TO FLUSH SHE SAID THIS "SO SCARY" SO LOUD SEY,WHEN SHE SAID THAT THERE WAS THIS LOUD NOISE,A SUCKING NOISE AND I DIDNT KNOW WAT SO I FLUSH AND THE SOUND CAME AGAIN AND NOW I KNOW WAT'S SO SCARY JUZ NOW AND I WAS LIKE LAUGHING ALREADY,WENT OUT MY MUM WAS LIKE SMILING ALREADY AND I STARTED TO LAUGH N LAUGH EVEN WHEN WE ARE OUTSIDE THE TOILET,HAHAHHAHAHHA....FUNNY PART WAS WENT SHE SAID 'SO SCARY' LIKE SO LOUD....den.........aft eating went to this playground,the one must pump air inside den wateva la,so ya lit bro played there and i had to just watch and wait till he is done,haiz...DAD went to M1 shop to see his dream phone 'LG ARENA',den he met me and mum, said to us that there we alot of ppl there that's y he met us...Ltr abt 5 mins he drag me to the M1 shop and this time he bought the phone,told me he cannot wait any longer 'VERY TEMPTIMG' so bought the phone and it was the last set,COOL OR WAT....He was lucky,haha...We even got a movie voucher of TRANSFORMER:REVENGE OF THE FALLEN..WOOOOHHHHOOOOOO.....My dream came true to watch it,yes i feel so lucky today,so my dad plan to watch it this coming FRIDAY,YES AH....CAnt WAIT!!!!! DEN aft all that it was already 10 so ...........Took bus home,thought i could stay awake during the journey but i was too tired that i slept till i reach yishun,haha...nice sleep though...Den took bus back to my estate den sat at the coffeeshop awhile drink hot drinks.............Reach home,bath and blog.
Pictures will update tmr or soon,lazy now....

<3 MEGAN FOX & ROBER PATTINSON

2009-06-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

ANOTHER 2 HOTTEST PEOPLE...

MORE TO COME!!

19 JUNE 2009

2009-06-19T06:36:00.000-07:00

Well today woke up at 12.45pm i tink, bcoz SOMEBODY msg me n i woke up and couldnt sleep back,haizz....Then already plan wif tinie to go gym or stadium but then it started drizzling and then it rained so we changed our plans and juz plan on our project work at my house,before that teman her go shop then go her house,see her cute cats then go my house plan2 and also watch THE RACHAEL RAY SHOW,aft that go jog at the park behind my house,from 6.30 to 7.30....den went shop again buy food and went home aft that,now im currently waiting for the rice to cook and im hungary like a hippo,haiz.....AND FATHER"S DAY IS COMING......I juz realise that it was on sunday and i planned to go out wif frens that day,hope they can change the day coz i wanna spend time wif my LOVELY FATHER,who has work so hard just to bring me up and be who i am now...i'm gonna eat now,so ya.....

<3 TAYLOR SWIFT & KRIS ALLEN

2009-06-18T09:22:00.000-07:00

2 OF THE HOTTEST PEOPLE ON EARTH

THERES MORE,WILL UPDATE ON IT SOON.. :)

18 JUNE 2009

2009-06-18T07:51:00.000-07:00

Ermm.....Nothing fun happen lately,Tuesday watch MONSTER VS ALIEN with lit bro and Tinie at home,ard 3 i tink,the movie was hilarious especially the character named B.O.B,haha...LAugh so much,those havent watch,go watch,u wont regret it,haha...Then aft watching that,we watch TV and i did some house work then watch tv wif Tinie and it was ELLEN DEGENERES SHOW, and coincidence it was an interview on KRIS ALLEN,haha...COOL OR WAT? get to watch it wif tinie the big fan,hahah....And guess wat his song is on the radio now,haha another coincidence....Then watch THE PRICE IS RIGHT,the ppl in the show was all crazy and energetic...Then aft tinie went home i did wat i had to do,lazy to tell,the next day thot wan to follow my father go east coast but was too lazy to go so stayed home watch tv and iron clothes(mum ask to),haiz....Den tinie called say FARIS wan to come my house (see cat obviosly,haha)...So they came see my cat then watch ELLEN DEGENERES SHOW again,aft that went shop to buy cat food,went back home listen to music at my room wif the speaker,talk2 and play wif cats again then mum came back and they went home then at night got a really bad headache so didnt use the com,lay down on my bed while listening to music and eventually fell asleep awhile,woke up at 12,i tink and then couldnt sleep again so played with my ball on the bed rolling it here and there like a retard,then decided to juz lay down and look at the ceiling coz my headache came back again,urgh,so painful...Today woke up almost 1pm,a bit daze due to the headache the night before...Then watch some tv before bathing...Aft that eat my lunch and decided to do some homework(AT LAST...) HAHAHA...maybe my mood was good so did some homework and managed to finish 1 physics homework,woooohhhoooooo.....Then went library and sat at GALILEE CAFE,continued my homework....Got really frustrated and stress juz feel like throwing the table there,but didnt of coz,so stop doing and went LJS to eat....2nd bro called to say he didnt bring his keys and he's outside the house,so couldnt walk aft that and went home den fed my lovely and adorable cats & kittens....Then went to bath,then use the com,chatted wif tinie and fyda awhile,and suddenly felt a bit sick,but i'm ok now, den now blogging....In the process of blogging suddenly i heard KRIS ALLEN song on the radio at my bro's rm so told tinie den it was TAYLOR SWIFT song and i ran to my bro's room den when the song finish i went bck my room and heard the song no boundaries and i thot it was KRIS ALLEN but only to find out that is was ADAM LAMBERT aft i ran to my bro's rm again and stood infront of the radio so went back my room and DAVID COOK'S was up and i ran back in,hahaha...My bro was giving me this weird look but i juz ignored him,hahaha...It's was once in a lifetime running in my house,wat a workout,hehe...Such a funny moment and tmr goin gym den study, wif TINIE,haha....So ya thats all....

12 - 15 JUNE 2009

2009-06-15T08:39:00.000-07:00

Friday nothing on,saturday went out to far east to eat then to PS shop at daiso to find lit bro art stuff,then went to john little bought new clothes,weeeee...... new clothes i like...and also sumting else,hehehe.....Then at night watch fireworks at np,sat at the library cafe,GALILEE....the fireworks was awesome and nice,i love it so much..Then went home and tried my new clothes aft 11 started to msgwhore wif TINIE till 2am,and slept till the next afternoon at 1+,hehe....Still tired so didnt follow mum to geylang besides i dun like going there,so watch tv the whole day watching AVIVA SUPER SERIES (badminton) den watch MEMOIRS of a GEISHA,damn cool the movie and while watching can still here the fireworks,hehe...But can't see so nvm.....Then waited for mum to came back and she bought some more clothes and also brought back pandan tree,hehe so weird.....Soon after that my dad came back from his mountain expediture lasted for 2 days,miss him so much.......Then like the previous night msgwhore wif TINIE again but till 4am,believe it or not......HHAHAHAHHHA.....Woke up next morning at 12+,then afternoon at 4 went swimming wif lit bro and dad,so fun le....i wan to go again nxt week,hehe.....This week its pack,going out most of the days,wif frens....Now is exactly 12.04am,tuesday,16 JUNE 2009,hehe....FYI ONLY...

UPDATESSSSS

2009-06-15T07:56:00.000-07:00

Been a while since i update coz my internet was down for 3 days but its ok now, so update on science center trip,went there for 'ROBOCUP PRIZE PRESENTATION' coz my mascot design was SHORTLISTED,OMG....But won for MERIT PRIZE,so ok la not a big deal,the big deal is that my design is chosen out of 500 entries, COOL or WAT ?!?! Prize presentation lasted less than an hour but travelling there was like more than an hour,haiz...The refreshments was awesome,they got these cream puffs wif chocolate toppings, brownies and lots more....Then me,nina and tinie went roaming around the science center,so fun leh coz theres funny moments,lol...Walk till we were worn out and went out of there at 6pm coz they were closing soon....There's pics to go wif....

Candid sey this person...

The cute Science Center stamp

Me receiving the prize

The prize i get (SP goodie bag & certificate)

The certificate

And again..

Wat's inside the goodie bag

Some tornado thingy..

6 - 9 June 2009

2009-06-09T08:52:00.000-07:00

Saturday, 6 June,When out in the afternoon with my mum,my cousin and my aunt,firstly we didnt plan to go out,was just sitting at home waiting for my cousin and aunt to come sent my little bro home after 1 week staying over their house,then when they come they planned to go out to visit my uncle at the elderly home,somewhere nearby then ask me if i want to follow,think twice as i was still tired and wanted to rest but then i just followed as my brothers were not following so when we reached the home i totally forgot that the H1N1 illness was still kinda tight here so only 2 person were allowed to see my uncle that is my mum and my aunt went in to see him while me,my cousin and lit bro waited in the car,and i help my cousin to paste a sticker on the car back window,helped to scrape the bubbles off,then when they were done seeing him we decided to go to Causeway Point just window shopping,walk and walk until i felt hungary so went to eat at BREEKS,so delicious.....Ate fish & chips and some mash potatoes....Then the dessert i dunno whats the name but it was very fudgy,mmmm......It was all layers of fudge,chocolate ice cream,vanilla ice cream and milo,the topping was whip cream,mmmmm......... Aft eating we walk around a little to burn some caories aft eating,hehe....Then went home and my bro was watching transformers on tv so watch with him till the end then watch Manja Lara and went to bed..

The next day woke up at 11am,was waken up by my mum,she said we were going out to visit my grandma at the Changi General Hospital....When there by bus and reach there the same thing happen,couldnt go in,only 2 ppl at a time so waited outside the hospita at the taxi stand....Then waited awhie then my lit bro was thirsty so me,my big brothers and lit bro decided to go 7-Eleven to buy drinks and to go there we have to walk around the hospital then walking there my mum called and ask where we were coz she is waiting for us at the place we were sitting before,so we end up walking one whole round around the hospital and did not even bought any drinks,hahaha.....it was so funny and kept laughing the half round that we walk,hahaha....Then went East Point Mall to eat our lunch at Banquet.....I ate chicken rice and shared ice kacang with my lit bro....Then walk2 and my mum found out that her bracelet was not at her wrist,i guess it had fallen while we were walking....Then went GIANT at tampines the big outlet,my father wanted to fing a 2-men tent so got his tent and decided to take the shuttle bus to sengkang and ended up waiting for 1 hr + for the bus,waste of time sia....My dad complaint to the GIANT customer service,and it made matter worse as they didnt want to take the blame and push it to SMRT Bus Service,when the bus came we hurried in and found out that they didnt close the back door so by time time i came in there were a number of ppl inside already when the best part is my family was the first in line.....Haiz...Walk2 at sengkang awhile then when home straight by bus.....

On Monday,my dad thought of going out to find a 1-men tent as his two-men tent was kinda big,but then i was kinda lazy and so is he so we stayed home the whole day and i took the time to rest,nothing much happen....The next day when to sch wif tinie,actuallie suppose to meet her at sch but then she didn't go her POA remedial so meet her at the usually bustop and when sch wif her by bus...Reached sch 12.52pm,haha...Had our maths remedial but then before that met Wany,Nina and Dahlia at class,they went for their POA remedial and furthermore the maths remedial will be taught be the POA teacher so she ask us to go eat lunch first so started the class at 2 pm and it ended at 3.30pm then later we walked to np seperated ourself at the mrt station,wany and nina wanted to go home whie me and tinie wanted to go eat and do our homework at Yoshinoya,so we ate there and finished my English homework then we walked at np awhile then went home by bus,tinie wanted to by sumting first so walk at the shops near our house first to buy her things then went home,reach home counted my cats as my dad told me that he only saw 4 cats when he wanted to go out but they were all at home,hehe...Then went online chatted wif tinie and fyda awhile b4 goin to take a shower the aft that updated my blog abt the camp while watching Anugerah 2009,then mum wanted to use so let her use first before updating my blog further and the time now is exactly 12.52am,Wednesday,10 June 2009, hehe....(for ur information only)

Camp updates...

2009-06-09T04:54:00.000-07:00

Firstly,the camp is called K.I.S.S CAMP that is Keep In Shape through Sports Camp....Well it was on Wednesday to Friday that is 3 JUNE to 5 JUNE 2009....Reach sch exactly at 1pm then assemble at auditorium...My group consist of Sec 1,2 and 3...Sec 3 only got4 that is me,Benjamin,Rimsha and Diana.....The rest not really sure of their names the chinese students idk their names...My group mostly malay so ok la...1st day did nothing much only ice breaking games to get to know ppl and we named our group THE SWAPPERS,hahaha thanks to Nami....The fun begins the next day that is we were goin out of sch for activities,firstly when GIANT,Vivocity and had our games there that is we were given pictures and riddles then had to find the things at GIANT....Really kecoh, but my group came in last but nvm that didn't pull us down the prize was GIANT Vouchers and we must use it to buy our breakfast for tmr morning but only heathy foods,the unheathy food will be confiscated,so we bought the food and headed outside vivocity for our lunch that is rice wif chicken and boiled egg wif chilli...Aft lunch had our Amazing Race started at Malang Trail to Southern Ridges to Forest Walk,we walked for more then 5 km,tired sia...but good news is my group came in first,hehe...The previos lost didnt pull us down and we were determined to win the next activity and we did,Along the race we had to do some task and they were very lame,haha......when we were at the last checkpoint we had to find Mr Tan and there was another groupbehind us so we had to rush hour,haha...After the Amazing Race ended we all headed back to the bus to go back schoolhad our dinner then and then night activities,we played gangster paradise that is we had to make and human prison and catch the escape prisoner that is the instructors and further more they can escape eventhough they are already in the prison,it was all strategies and fun and aft playing that had our supper and then off to shower then sleep.The first night couldnt really sleep so at 3am my bunk mates and me played "truth or dare" and it was so funny.The second night slept till the next day,coz i was really tired and exhausted....The third day,i was very excited becoz its the last day and cant wait to go home,played games at school that is street soccer,frisbee and captain ball...Win all three games,wooohhooooo....Then had our all-time favourite game that is Water Fotress A.K.A water bomb game,it was fun but my group came in last so sad,but nvm...Then had prize presentation then blablablabla...Aft the camp ended sit wif Faris awhile,teman him bcoz he waiting for vincent,then went home met my father at the lift shappy reach hme ready,haha...Then did all the necessary stuff....

3 days updates.....

2009-06-02T18:19:00.000-07:00

Hey,so long nvr update blog,hehe.....Kinda caught up wif sumting,so updates for the past days... well Monday followed my dad to East Coast Park,his an instructor of an outdoor company named 'SportzIgnite',i think that's how they spell it....When out at 7 and reached there at 8+, fast journey...That day it was Hill Grove Secondary School which came for their Health and Fitness activity....My observation was that the teachers really spoiled them and pamper them tooo much,spend $100 alone on food and drinks,they're suppose to lose weight not gain weight,haiz....Waste time having them do all those activity when later the teacher feed them with as much calories than they have burn,well enough abt that and i took lots of videos during the activities,the whole thing ended at 5pm,wow so tiring,then meet my mum at Douby Ghaut Exchange ate at Ernie,my fave place becoz of the 'Fish & Chips' it very crunchie and the fish is real fish not those made fish in the packet,mmmmm......Delicious but couldn't finish all so dad had to eat the leftovers....Came home around 9+,i think so....Then pack my camp stuff and slept at 12 midnight,sooo exhausted....

Then the next day,Tuesday,woke at 11 am then watch tv awhile b4 bathing after bathing i vacumm the house and before i even plugged the wire into the socket my cats were like noisy ready,JJ quickly when uner the table and the kittens were behing the sofa's,hahahhaa.....When the loud noise came they all had big eyes on them wif bushy furs and walking like a tiger preying its prey,so funny la see them,gonna miss them so much when i'm away....after i vacumm the house,woke my dad up and he wanted to clean up his room so helped a little after mopping the house,another tiring day then after all that is done i hang the clothes then had a little nap coz i was still sleepy so slept from 3 to 5+ then ate corn flakes while watching tv ,mum called later telling us she finish her training already so decided to go out to sembawang shopping centre,so change clothes then went out meet my mum at yishun mrt station bustop to take the feeder bus there...After shopping a little we ate at 'Fish & Chicks' ,i ate Beef Fried Rice,mum ate Claypot Rice with Salted Fish and dad ate their Fish & Chips,my observation was it was the same no diference or uniqueness,ordered pizza back home for my brothers,Took a cab back home and reached home at 8+....Then helped my bro wif his art stuff and when to sleep at 11+....

And today woke up at 9 am and now blogging,gonna bath soon, not gonna update for two days coz i'm away for camp and leaving house at 12 pm later tat is 2 hrs away,oh my......Gonna be blogging on Friday, will tell all that happen during the camp,hehe.....Time will past really fast,haiz....I miss some people,haha.....I miss TINIE,urgh.....That crazy ass girl......Will meet up wif u soon,aites.....Bye...............

1st day of holiday...

2009-05-29T20:38:00.000-07:00

Today kinda not free,got wedding muz attend dunno who but wat i know is it's one of my cousin dunno which side,haha.....Juz wanted to say that i hope nobody will feel offended by my recent post,juz needed to take all of that out coz its drowning me down,theres some parts wat my parents said is true such as i always keep stuff to myself and nvr tell anibody especially them,and then whenever i have a problem wif frens or family i will juz keep quiet...i kinda talk more to my cats than my parents abt my probs..I'm also not sure where i'm heading or who to choose as frens or shud i juz be alone so to not hurt anybody... i dun wan to pull anybody from their own frens...I wan my peaceful life back wif happiness surrounding me and sadness being unknown to me...Being that cheerful girl i once were...I wan to change my life and know where i'm heading and wat is my purpose living...

Last day of school...

2009-05-29T02:09:00.001-07:00

Today got sports and arts carnival,participated in street netball though we didnt win but i was an experience coz its been so long ever since i played netball and it kept me thinking why i quit netball last time,HAIZ....I could have been slimmer and taller now,stupid me!! Btw ytd got my I.C,woooohoooo....Gerek or wat????Nothing much actually but kept myself occupied today so as to not think abt that hurtful incident.Its also the last day of sch and its holidays now PEOPLE, wooohooo.....Gonna revise my A maths and catch up wif the topics so that i won't be left out anymore,result was ok,as expected...Got C5 for English, E Maths and Science,B4 for Malay,A1 for Art and Humanities, and F9 for A MAths,haha...Still kinda sad, at times i feel like crying like when i told Tinie,Nina and Farah abt my parents scolding me,think back it really hurts... i'm gonna juz move on wif life and this holiday is really a break time for me from all the pressures being put on me,haiz...Btw this coming Wednesday to Friday got fitness camp so won't be updating my blog during those days but will surely update after the camp abt everything that happen,so 5 more days to camp....

So hurt....

2009-05-29T01:10:00.000-07:00

Had my meet the parent session on Thursday,28 May.When wif my mum and met my dad at school waited very long due to some reasons and during the meeting Mr Look really got me pissed by saying abt the assignment and his BLOODY CDL PROJECT which i didn't do despite the long period of time given to complete it and to top it i didn't pass up half of my maths assignment,after the meeting my mum and dad scolded me for not handing in my assignment,took a cab home and had dinner at the coffeshop....Then my dad kept saying abt the assignment thingy and i already said that i didn't know abt it,so at the coffeshop couldn' take it so i cried my ass up coz i really cannot take the pressure that is on me,then when i got hold of myself they ask me why i cried and i didn't want to tell so i looked somewhere else and my mum said that my attitude problem is starting again dun they noe that every word that comes out of their mouth hurts me so much and my dad could still ask my mum why me and my sibling are rude to them,is it becoz of them and then he said i think it is.....bit by bit my tears started to roll down and to think of it that he could really said that infront of me,how hurtful is that when i've always cherish them alot and be thankful for what they have done to raise me and then he talk abt my past friends,he said i follow my friends and all,becoz he once saw one of them smoking and the other wif a guy,he also thinks that i listen to my friends more than them that's why i become like this,when the truth is i have long left them becoz of my father and i know that my father disagree wif me befriending them,i've already said that but he still kept bringing the past up time to time,cried infront of my food, upon hearing those words coming out of his mouth really hurt me deeply then he said that i always think abt myself only and nvr thought abt them and their hardwork in brnging me up, actually whenever i wanted to do sumting i will always think abt them and try not to hurt them of wateva, i even once ask if i can work to help them but they decline my idea becoz they wan me to study doesn't that show you that i did not only think abt myself and if i think of myself only would i be crying infront of them somemore at public place....He even said that me and my brother is the same when i'm so different from my brothers,my brothers are the ones who only thinks abt themself,they rarely spend time wif parents when i always find time to spend time wif them even how tired or busy i am and they got money use it on their own things nvr once gave it to parent and my dad can still say that i'm the same like them....They will never understand me and they think i'm selfless when they could say all those things to me and never thought abt my feelings and if i'm hurt or wat...I juz wish i could tell them how i feel but i juz can't bring myself to tell them,cried myself to sleep bcoz i couldnt stop thinking back wat they said...

To fyda i'm sorry if i never spend time wif you on the last day of school, i juz dun wan to have aniting got to do wif freda and liz again coz i can't bear my father saying the same thing again and in the end i'm hurting so badly later,and theres reason why i stay away from you lately,i juz wan some time off....i've got enough pressure from you that is everytime we spend time together you will always be sad becoz of zul and i juz got no strength in making you happy again when i can't make myself happy and also pressure from parents saying all this things to me that i dun love them anymore and that they are ready to stay alone when me and my siblings are grown up,i juz can't picture myself without them...

My dad also said that if we were to downgrade to 3 room flat the cats will not follow,obviously to hurt me right coz they know i love my cats so much,when they're lost only i already cried then now not living with them...Later he said that he say all those things just to make me realise (REALISE WAT) that they are actually breaking my heart to pieces..But wat i know that i will always remember that night coz it has left a scar on my heart....But no matter wat i will never hate or hurt my parents...

23 May 2009

2009-05-22T22:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a really slow day.After school planned to go gym and i did go,hehe....B4 that meet Tinie's fren Fiona,when bank then.....When home awhile to change clothes then off to the gym at yishun stadium, workout for an hour then fyda when home but tinie and me when to the stadium to jog around the track then did some crunches and push up with some streching,hahaha.....It was really fun, did all that within an hour also, when np by bus then walked at npawhile and bought waffle coz we were really hungary then bought drinks at bubble tea shop near our house there...Reach home really tired and exhausted then bath and waited for my father to comehome wif my dinner that is MC CHICKEN BURGER,mmmm....There goes my exercise,haha....then thought of updating my blog ytd but too tired to even type so when to sleep at 10 and woke up at 11 am today,that also had to force myself to wake up,now got some bodyache but kinda normal to me...At night kept waking up soo MANY times but then slept within 2 minutes bcoz to tired,haha...

Today,mum and dad have sumting on and my big brothers when out so left me and my little bro,gonna rot today,no plans today so ROT,haiz....(daily routine)juz now ate NASI SAMBAL GORENG and as per normal,JJ will be the first one infront of the packet of rice,haha...Got spectator watching me eating,but actually his aiming for my chicken and i gave him some that is the chicken's wing,his favourite part of the chicken,but the weird part is he will only accept fried chicken those chicken nugget he won't eat nor look at it,that's my ass cat,JJ...Now he's sleeping infront of me,ass him make me sleepy again only...His peeping at me from behind my laptop screen,cheeky him...

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20 May 2009

2009-05-20T02:38:00.000-07:00

Today got my maths paper 2 result and i pass it,so overall i pass the whole exam paper,haha..So proud of myself (3 cheers for me) and art i got A1,yes ah.Juz now got class photo taking and it was awesome,we really did a fun shot,haha....Nothing extraordinary happen just very funny moments.After sch planned to go home straight but ended up going to the library wif Fyda and Tinie,so spend time together and made jokes and laugh our ass out..Then met my parents at the library and ate at Galilleo Cafe, ate 'Roastery Chicken Leg',mmmm.......Shared it wif Tinie and Fyda coz the quantity was alot,so eat and joke and laugh,then later at 3+ seperated in our different directions,haha....End of the fun.......

Then went home wif my mum and then go NTUC to buy household stuff, then at home my mum showed me sumting really cute and funny..Maybe i should let the pictures do the talkings,hehe....

Onix in a wok,how cute???

Can still pose to the camera???

Too tired so sleep in the wok...

Haha.......Cute or wat??? My cats are just the most adorable creatures, especially ONIX,haha.....
Laugh my ass out after seeing these pictures,haha....Too bad i didn't see it wif my own eyes...

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19 May 2009

2009-05-19T01:37:00.000-07:00

Basically today at sch slack alot,got my mid year results and it was really terrible for some,such as A Maths,really failed badly (not telling),hehe... Did good in humanities(geog),Chem okok,physics failed the paper by 3 marks i think and malay as usually,pass but no flying colours,lame... E maths not sure havent got my paper 2 results so dunno overall pass or not,but pass my paper 1 , alhamdullillah...Tmr will be getting maths paper 2 result and art,good luck to me,juz now no EL Oral,so save...Not gonna moan over my marks, juz gonna accept the fact bcoz thats how i did and the marks is stated clearly, so why moan over it,you could have done sumting b4 the exam but nooo you were confident about everything,haha...Btw English i pass for compre and summary, cool or wat,nvr did pass in compre,so 3 cheers for me!!!

After school planned to accompany Fyda to eat at KFC but then walking to NP , Farah,Nina and Dahlia ask us to lepak wif them first,awhile only but i didn't want due to ................fill in the blank(haha... Tinie should know) so i told Fyda if she want to lepak wif them then i go home but if she want to eat then move her ass coz i dun wan to sit down and stare into space wasting my time like an idiot,so she move her ass but then later she ask me to go home and she want to lepak wif them, then she merajuk or wat 'dunno dun care', so i walk away wif Tinie and Wany,took the bus home and ................

When home,eat then ON the com later chat wif Faris then read his blog then he ask me to update my blog, so now updating it and ...............

And my target for mid-year didn't came true coz of one F9,haiz.... So much for (A's and B's wif only one C). Can kiss goodbye to it but i've already set a new target for end-of-year...Gonna work hard for it after hols,reduce slacking and rotting,hehe....

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Quotes

2009-05-18T01:48:00.000-07:00

Friendship

"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."
- Anais Nin

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

"A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else."
- Len Wein

"Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life"

"One's best friend is oneself"

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Rotting at home....

2009-05-18T01:34:00.000-07:00

Been rotting at home for the past 2 days,OMG la kan....Ytd when religious class,got my report book back and then watch a really classic malay movie, urgh....Tmr at last got school but unfortunately tmr got oral,haiz (good luck to me)..ytd my cousin came but she was sick,she got flu like me,haiz...Damn you flu,hate it...I'm sick lately,got flu and cough,haiz and tmr is oral,wth...feel likes running my hand in my throat and scratching it,urgh so irritating...but nvm 2 weeks to school closure, not much to say actually coz not much happen ytd and today,so buhbye...

Exams Over!!!

2009-05-15T23:26:00.000-07:00

Exams are finally over,yes ah.... actually 2 days ago,lol....Now enjoying life and switching to holiday mood,holidays is coming in 2 weeks,cool or wat?? But i fear my results will i get my target, hope so... Btw some updates of the past few days, well...Thurdays was my last day of exams but right aft i finish it i dun feel excited or happy,juz the same, but that didn't stop me from enjoying myself, when home wif Tinie and she went my hse to play wif the cats but unfortunately the cats were sleepyheads that day, so played the computer and when blog hopping,we made jokes abt her past entries,lol...Bully her a bit,haha....I was really worn out after laughing so much,she went home ard
7+ pm.Then back to my normal life,rotting at home.

The next day,woke up at 11+,had a good night sleep,really tiring during exam period, sleeping late to study and waking up early for exams,whoa...But i paid back my sleep already,the rest of the day was boring,on computer then ...............watch television at night,dad bought dinner at mac and i ate mc chicken burger,really hungary,before that ate 5 slices of bread with nutella,my favourite...Slept at 12 midnight and woke up today at 10.30,hehe...Quite early for me though,watch friends the series on tv,really funny show,laugh like hell,hehe,then bath,eat rice and now blogging and rotting,actually waiting for my cousin to come but not sure what time,haiz,so bored....Will blog more soon,toodles...

6 May 2009

2009-05-06T07:11:00.000-07:00

I'm now a bit relieve as my maths paper 1 and mother tongue paper 2 is over,the maths paper was okay,average i can say, maybe that's whats the standard is,hehe. Left out 1 question,didn't have enough time or can i say i didn't plan my time management well,didn't have time to check and i fear i do alot of careless mistakes...But nrvm it's over and done and stop thinking abt it,tmr is geography paper and mother tongue paper 1,been memorizing like hell from just now but thankful that i could memorize everything in one night,after school juz now spend time wif frens and i'm still thinking whether to go to Farah's birthday party or not,i'm done for now,will blog again soon..

2 May 2009

2009-05-01T22:40:00.000-07:00

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.

Love the people who treat you right and forget the ones who don't.

Believe that everything happens for a reason.

If you get a chance,take it.

If it changes your life,let it.

Nobody said life would be easy,they just promised it would be worth it...

1 May 2009

2009-05-01T02:59:00.000-07:00

Yesterday aft school went to make the IC then decided to go study with Tinie and Herni after that so had my self studies at school. At ard 4+ Faris came,before that he went and play street soccer and by then i was in no mood to continue studying, so played a game from Herni's phone.We packed up at ard 5+ becoz Mr Phua closed the cafeteria lights,haiz.....So we packed up and walked to NP,still didn't want go home so went mac and Herni went home already so left me,Faris and Tinie...It was fun, we ate ice cream and talked abt stuffs and laugh ALOT...We went home at 8+ at night, cool or wat,haha... i reach home at 8.30 pm, took bus, while Tinie and Faris walked home...Reach home already, nobody was relieved a little atleast come back won't get scolding but my mum called when i was at mac,and ya she scold me and ask me at where and why never tell her i coming home late...Didn't get scolded later though,hehe,muz be my lucky day... Anyway slept at 10.30 and woke today at 12,hehe...Was so exhausted la.Today i did some revision and watch television for 3 hours,miss my tv time,didnt watch tv for 1 week sey...Then aft that change my blogskin as you can see,hehe...And now updating my blog...

29 April 2009

2009-04-29T04:50:00.000-07:00

Had my early paper just now that is English , it was quite difficult but i had some confidence as i read through all the tips in my comprehension book,on how to answer those questions, furthermore i prayed hard to ALLAH and that gave me some confidence that he will be guiding me through the paper.Now i feel relieve that English paper is over and i can concentrate more on the other subjects,everyday without fail i would revise my weak subjects that is A Maths and some E Maths.And tmr after school will be registering for my IC at school, ytd already took my photo,hehe...Now i'm pack with studies but i'll always make time for frens and family,i don't take studies as an excuse to not spend time with them....And Friday is Labour Day that is a holiday, not for me of coz,hehe,will be studying my ass off..My target for mid-year is to atleast have only one C grade and the others A's and B's....

Quotes..

2009-04-21T07:09:00.000-07:00

What's the meaning of life???What's life without happiness and love???Is wealth enough to complete our life???What's the key to happiness??What does it really meant about being happy??These are questions that i will never understand.

You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life. (Albert Camus)

Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful. (Albert Schweitzer)

Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action.(Benjamin Disraeli)

Life is just a chance to grow a soul. (A. Powell Davies)

Don't believe your friends when they ask you to be honest with them. All they really want is to be maintained in the good opinion they have of themselves. (Albert Camus)

At times i believe in the last quote by Albert Camus...

16 April 2009

2009-04-16T05:51:00.000-07:00

Tmr got sch's Annual Speech Day so no school,i'll take it as a break after a hard week.Why is it so hard to avoid her,the more i avoid the more she appears infront of me,my heart skip a beat whenever i see her near me,and tat's when i feel like my brain spinning at top speed,juz wish i could explain the feeling.Now i can't seem to accept anybody as my true fren or best fren,it's juz difficult.Maybe till now noone can replace tat place in my life... Bt wat i know is tat i won't let it pull me down,on studies,life and happiness.Life now seems quiet and down to earth,not tat crazy and wild as it was before.Btw,tmr i have carpark duty,from 3.30pm to 5.30pm,so i'll earn like 2 hrs of CIP.Next week is kinda pack,monday got A Maths retest aft school,den tuesday got CCA and wednesday got workshop at SP,but i'm free on Thursday and Friday,lols...Not much to say actually,juz tat i'm kinda hooked on the Twilight book series now,juz can't stop reading it and recently juz watch the movie(i noe i'm so slow),haha...But the movie is really romantic and thrilling at the same time,at some parts i feel that i juz couldn't breath because the guy was so loving and caring,awww.... to those who havent watch it i really recommend u to watch it as soon as possible,you will really fall in love with the character(ok self control a little here),i'm done saying so ee ya next time...

7 April 2009

2009-04-07T03:43:00.001-07:00

Hey i'm back aft a long one month of not being active in my blog. Just thinking of getting a break for once and keep stuffs to myself for now...By the way,today i had my NAFA Test and it was really amazing aft so long i never do any standing broad jump,pull up and sit and reach..ESPECIALLY the shuttle run,haha.....Then got my class tee also and it was so big,OMG LA KAN...Xinyi say cannot change already,haiz..So now thinking of how to change it,maybe go back Ah Tong and ask the uncle to make the same one but smaller size but then i would have to pay double just for the tee,haiyo wat to do,somebody help me!!! And my life now is kinda free and easy,no nid to follow wat others say,hate care la,life is best if u follow ur heart,haha...

AND

Mid-Year is coming in 2 weeks,OMG... i'm so not ready especially A Maths,my weakest but the weird thing is that my E Maths is getting better,haha....And Mdm See is no longer teaching us,LIKE OMG,she's on maternity leave and will come back when we are nearing End of Year Exam,haiz....Why do all the good teachers have to leave,damn it....I've also used up my recess time to revise my subjects,coz tat's the only time when the class is like damn super quiet,kinda spooky also,haha....

So tat's all i have, hope to write soon,if i got mood la,lols.....

Mass Run

2009-02-20T01:29:00.000-08:00

Today i had mass run at yishun park,this year i have decided to go, i woke up at 7.30 am,then went out at 8am, met Fyda under my block and we hang out under blk 415 b4 goin to the assembly area,we made jokes and felt awkward tat we were hanging out early in the morning under the void deck,lol...Then we made our way to Yishun park and while walking we saw Nina,Wany and Dahlia walking the opposite way,we played the swing there for awhile b4 Mr Look ask us to go to the assembly area,spoil my fun only tat Look,haiz,but then after the run we played the swing again,lol..Juz couldn't get enuff of it,haha...During the run,i ran a little and walk a little,and when i finish the run,i sweat alot until it started dripping on the floor,and i was like,whoa...so nid a cold bath went i got home,then after the whole event,me and fyda went to the playground then tried all the obstacles,haha...Then went to my hse and did the blog thingy then update her friendster then watch a malay movie "Duyung" tat is "Mermaid",haha...and the rest is history,lol...bye2...

18 February 2009

2009-02-18T00:27:00.000-08:00

Valentines days spend my time wif my parents and lit bro,we went to Central Shopping Centre at Clarke Quay,then to Funan,my mum bought me a pair of palm shoes white and blue,hehe.... Then at Funan,my father bought an ACER laptop, i took some picture while we are there,enjoy....

CNY sandcastle building!!

2009-02-18T00:15:00.000-08:00

2009-02-17T23:52:00.000-08:00

PICTURES
JJ & Jane (cats), Onix,Topaz,Crystal (kittens)

17 February 2009

2009-02-17T22:31:00.001-08:00

Hihi, today time flew by very fast,came back home straight after school,hah,good girl la sey.....Btw i tink i look ok with y hair tied up,so gonna start tieing up my hair,lol tat means i have to wake up early coz tieing the hair takes quite sometime till its perfect,maybe not perfect but ok la...Then,came sch late todayy and had to stand infront of the class at parade square,lol....and the bad thing is tat my good fren didn't come sch,dunno y,msg her oso no point,her pp8 low,haiz.... then this sunday goin to support my big bro at the OCBC Cycle,and y i'm so happy abt tat is bcoz i dun have to go religious class,yay!,lol....and to Faris i hope u get to sort out ur prob wif ur gf,dun make her sad,ok?Try to talk to her,slowly,bit by bit,haha,i sound like a pro, NOT! Till then ya,buhbye....

13 February 2009

2009-02-13T01:31:00.000-08:00

Hey,this week the same as all the other weeks, haha.. actuallie not much to say,juz tat the food ration at school really downgraded,we were only given a bread and NeWater mineral water,it didnt really fill my empty stomach, then at 11+ we had a fire evacuation drill,and we had to sit under the hot sun, and i was like burning,i think i've bcome a little dark due to tat unnescessary sun tanning,lol...Then later,an asshole go and break the fire alarm glass and activated the fire alarm,i guess tat asshole had nothing better to do,haha,but due to tat they had to call all the student to come back to the paradesquare and there i was still sitting under the hot sun with a headache, while waiting for some of the students to come back to the parade square,haiz.... But aft school me and Fyda,ate at the school canteen becoz we couldn't take it no more,i ate rice with tofu and egg,and it was delicious and and i full then,aft tat we went to the sch library and watch a movie named " A Walk To Remember",it was a romantic and oving story and two teenagers from different background then one day fate brought them together because the guy made trouble with somebody else,so the school teachers put him under probation and he was send to the drama club and there he met the girl which was the daughter of a priest and she was also one of the member of the choir at the church.From there their love for each other grew,very touching and sad ending,because the girl died due to leukemia,and the guy went to medical school,i'm glad i went to the library,haha.Btw the girl is acted by Mandy Moore and the guy is Shane West. And i recommend all to watch the movie.Till here,toodles...

6 February 2009

2009-02-06T07:01:00.000-08:00

Hey people, i'm back,lol.... This laz 2 wks have been pack wif test and lots of homeworks...And nxt wk still go physics test,haiz so tiring...My brain is gonna burst anytime now,btw i failed my first english test,not juz failed but badly failed,i juz dunno wat went wrong,it seems tat everyting is in place when i did it but it didn't,nvm i'll do my best next time and read lots of books,my E Maths test i juz pass by 1 mark,haiz,so terrible,i really nid to buck up or i'll lose out to many things,i guess i was too distracted wif all the probs and didnt realise tat my studies was fading away from me....I'll study hard now and forgive and forget the past,to fred,i dun hold any grudges on u no more,i have learn to forget about everyting,i'll always remember all the memories we had together but i juz hope u'll talk to us nicely next time,if i look at you like not happy dun tink the other way,i'm actually angry at myself about my studies. CNY hols i went to the beach on Monday,wif my cuzzie,we built a sandcastle, tat is my very2 first time building it,there are lots of steps to be followed to achieve a success and strong sand castle and luckily my father took a course in it long2 time ago bcoz he wanted to teach other people,bulding it was not easy and it was a tiring process but we manage to built it.It was a nice castle withe stairs and a long bridge which lead to another place,i'll update the pics soon,i guess tat has help me pull myself together and continue life as it is.

Tired,tired and tired.....

2009-01-23T02:32:00.000-08:00

Its CNY Hols for 4 days,and i gt alot of homeworks to be done and aft the hols 1 day later i got 2 tests,damn it...I still got art to do and i spend all the time i have doing it and b4 blogging i did some art work and i'm really tired, sleeping at 11pm and waking up at 6 am almost everyday except weekends, i feel tat i'm gonna break down any time..But i thank this short hols coz its to put myself together again and focus on the future and forget the past coz it can't be change no matter wat u do,i'm lately doing some running to prepare myself for the coming NAFA test,damn it la,hw tired can my life go,only now i got time to blog and i post quite alot today coz i'm not sure whether i gt time tmr, since now my grandma is sick and i hope she will get well soon, i really hope... My life is really2 shattered to pieces,first losing a fren,then losing and kitten tat i adore so much then wats next,haiz wat a thing to start the year wif, i'll spend some time this hols to put myself together again and keep standing strong,i dun wanna noe aniting abt other ppl and wateva they wan to say abt me,coz i hav no time and i wan to move on...tats all...

life now.

2009-01-23T02:15:00.000-08:00

My life now is free and easy, and nothing got to do wif tat person, coz only makes my life difficult and full of probs(mostly from her,jealousy,ego and wateva that she could probably find fault abt), haiz...Now its only me and Fyda i guess,nt sure la... i guess being alone is still the best so ppl dun backstab me and say nonsense stuff tat only reflects on them, nowadays its difficult to find a true friend,maybe it doesnt even exist in this world coz ppl tend to wear a mask tat covers their true self so we have to be careful wif who we mix ard wif coz once ure to late its over, tat's when they show their true colours to u and tend to backstab u like they are the only humans who have feelings and not others, enuff at this,i'll juz forget and not forgive coz it has put a deep scar on my heart tat bleed everytime i see tat person, btw i've join the art club so tat i'll have a good conduct at the end of the year coz laz year was such a waste coz i was qualified for the good progress award or merit bursary award but bcoz i didn't hav a CCA and had a fair conduct i wasn't eligible for it,I was one of the top 20% in my cohort,damn it.But this year i'm gonna study hard and achieve tat good conduct and try ma luck again this year..This year is a tough year coz its no more honeymoon year for me,i'm now preparing myself for my O-level nxt yr, and i bet you its gonna be a very fast year b4 i sit for my O-level,wow... Nw no more wasting time and everything,muz b focus....

Somebody

2009-01-23T01:58:00.000-08:00

Today at school was a roller coaster ride, firstly Fyda fought wif Fred... It was in the morning after morning assembly when fred find fault wif fyda,wateva la kan dun wish to tell the whole story coz it only makes my blood boil,so now really pissed wif that SOMEBODY, really hope she changed coz she's goin from bad to worse,i shud have listen other peoples saying about her attitude but eventually i didn't and nw i'm suffering bcoz of her,wat the hell la,always back-up for her so tat people won't say those things about her and now see wats happen,I've wasted exactly 1.5 years bcoz of her i shud have concentrated more on studies than her coz she doesn't seem to appreciate anything,last time say only dun wan our friendship to break now look who's talking and wanting this friendship to end,so much for your sweet talking,dun always think you are right for once think about others coz not only u hav problems, everyone have its a matter how u cope with it.Say people lie straight to your face but u urself lie straight to OUR face,wateva la i think u are the one who must get a life coz without u in my life its like the best thing i've done aft so long (think b4 u want to say aniting),its so obvious tat u are jealous but refuse to admit and always say lies aft lies to back-up for urself,enought la,i think its time for u to face reality and dun say aniting abt people juz bcoz u dun like them coz it only reflects u,i guess u are the one that is self centred

Cats update

2009-01-23T01:48:00.001-08:00

My cat Jane successfully gave birth to three healthy kittens on 16 Jan at exactly 6 pm,one of the kitten is black with some white patches and the second and third are striped grey and white with some light brown shadings,at first there was four kittens but unfortunately the fourth died on last Sunday bcoz he was born with some problems, that is deformed head,it was so sad for me to see him given birth and then see him die juz like tat without saying my last words to it,we named it precious coz he was very precious to me to survived for 1 day.It was a sad memory for a starting year but i manage to overcome it.I guess i'll see him in the next world someday...Now the three kittens that are living happily with their mum Jane is 1 week old, i'm so happy for them, my family named them, Onix,the black one and the second and third is Topaz and Crystal.2 male and one female.Happy 1 week old Onix,Topaz and Crystal...

Welcoming 2009...

2008-12-30T22:50:00.000-08:00

Its New Years Eve today,and we're welcoming 2009 and saying goodbye to 2008 very soon.I'm so watching the countdown later. My resolution for 2009 is to study hard and buck up in my studies coz its goin to be a tough year..School is 1 day to go and i can't wait,holiday for 2 mths has been fun and exciting but now its back to work,no more slacking..My observation of 2008 is an experience one,i've done so many stuff that i didnt think of. Beenthrough break-ups and make-ups,hehe....But now i'mglad i went through all tat coz i learnt lots of valuable lessons abt life, friends ,school and boys,lol....Btw i went to the Singapore Zoo last Sunday and it was awesome and an experience,though i've went there b4 but it was years and years ago,i went there wif my family and we walk the whole zoo,i tink i loss so much calories juz walking in there,and i met some cute animals like the monkey kingdom and wild cats,especially the otters,they look like my cats so cute and cuddly.Tink i'll update more, later...Bye...

After so long...

2008-12-14T23:16:00.000-08:00

Hey,im back,i noe i havent been updating my blog,not in the mood lately btw laz week was awesome and tiring,firstly on Tuesday went out wif my gfs sought of get together thing,hehe...Then,Wednesday,in the mornng went to school wif my mum to buy my school books,the book all were pretty heavy,not quite sure how i'm gonna survive carrying those books,hehe...Then in the afternoon we went to Sengkang swimming complex,and it was fun..it was big and also not tat crowded....we swam for 1 hr and then i was tired and cold,so headed off to the showers...Then the next day,went orchard wif my mum and aunty,we went to tangs,robinsons,OG and Plaza Singapura...We walk to these places and i was tired by the time we reach PS so while my mum went into Daiso,me and my lit. bro waited outside and watch Barney live...it was very lame and boring so read my books,hehe....The next day my mum and me went to the library to borrow some more books...Then on saturday afternoon went to the Khatib leisure park,i think its called tat,hehe.....The place was okay,never went b4 so to me worth goin as we didn't noe where to go,there we took lots of pictures will updated it later or tmr,btw we ride the swan and it was cool and an experience,its like canoeing but the only difference is tat we muz cycle to mov the swan,hehe..Then the next day stayed home,and rest aft tat tiring week....I guess tats all i hav to say...Pics will come your way soon...

Updatessss..

2008-11-28T21:01:00.000-08:00

Updates for today,hmm...My brother is back from Vietnam so now not the only child at home....Den i've started on my scrapbooking now currently finding ideas for my third project,tat is my bro's graduation from poly...Nowadays cannot update everyday bcoz i lazy and busy to do it so depends on my mood,hehe...It's now a month away from school year again,haiz...sooo fast i havent even do my homework mayb next week or something,see first....Lately thot of rebonding my hair but havent yet decide,hmm....Next year dunno how its gonna be new class,new environment,new classmates some only,haiz...Not much happen lately,today also nvr go out,so bored,i'm juz gonna rot at home...

Change Phone!!!

2008-11-24T05:00:00.000-08:00

Hey, long time nvr updated,i was very lazy to even ON the computer and update,hehe...Btw i juz change my phone number and the phone itself...The phone my dad gave to me bcoz he wanted to buy a new phone"OMNIA"....When my dad wanted to give my the phone i said no at first bcoz the phone was big and too much function....But the camera is very good,dun nid to bring along a camera coz the phone camera itself is good enuff...So now using the phone and my reflection and observation of the phone is tat the battery life is too short..If you hear the music loudspeaker,the battery from full that is 5 bars become 3 bars left,damn it.....Btw the model is Samsung G810,yup tat's it...Then on Saturday when Popular bookfest at Suntec conventional hall,sadly when the wrong day bcoz the next day Taufik is coming to visit,haiz but wat to do.....So now i've took up a new hobby tat is scrapbooking and my father said its going to be a family business...Ltr the designs will be uploaded at the web and will be sold to all who are interested...I have yet to noe the html so when i noe i will post it...Till here and will update as soon as possible...

Bowling...

2008-11-19T06:40:00.000-08:00

When bowling wif my mom at Safra today,we manage to play only 1 game as the place was fully booked for trios challenge every wednesday,at the start i didnt hit any pins but slowly i got a strike and the spare 1 after another and my total score was 120 and i was like amaze coz my 1st game will alwaes be less than 100,so i was impress wif myself today,maybe the luck came after i watch
'The Simpsons' ,the episode was on bowling went the father had a full score tat is 300 so maybe la i dun noe the luck came there,hehe....Den aft tat we went to sakura to have our dinner,the place was juz renovated so overall wif the food it was ok....Den went i reach home,i realise tat my bro have not came home and i nvr give any food to the cat b4 i left,my cats alwaes have their dinner at 7..So went i came home it was 9+....as soon as i came in the house they meow at me and ran to the kitchen...they were really hungry especially JJ,coz went it comes to food he's alwaes the 1st one on the kitchen table.....So till here,TOODLES....

Random...

2008-11-18T22:52:00.000-08:00

In the morning, sent my bro to the Changi Airport and it was like sooo early in the morning, i woke up at 3am den when to take a shower and the water was so cold and so does the air around me...den got ready and left home at 4am,we took a taxi...In the taxi i observe tat in the morning u could only see taxis on the round a pocket of cars and motorcycles....When we reach there it was 4.30am and nt all have came,so we went to have breakfast at "mr bean".And there were quite a number of ppl at the Changi Airport, some juz sitting and staring at the air,some sleeping,and some getting ready to check-in,hmm....To make the story short,aft we sent him until the gate,now left me ,my mom and my dad, juz the 3 of us...So at first we didnt know where to go at this hour so we sat at burger king but then sat there of less than 5 mins,we decided to take a bus to town,the time den was 6am....So we took us 36 to orchard,the journey was 1hr there and i couldnt sleep 4 the whole journey eventhough i kept yawning juz now and only slept 4 abt 3hrs....As soon as we reach orchard we went to mac donald near 'Tangs'...n had a big breakfast,i ate hotcakes as it was my fave...Den aft tat me and my mum went home while my dad went to work...As soon as i reach home,i jump to the bed and tried to sleep but couldnt so i watch tv and abt 10am then i slept till 2pm....My mom went to work at 11+.Aft i woke up i change to my hse clothes and washed my face,den wen online n manage to learn hw to play unfaithful by rihanna on the piano,hehe....At night i went out to North Point wif my parents and ate dinner there,we had our dinner at delifrance n overall the food was ok...Den at 9.30pm watch my fave malay drama a heartbreaking one,hehe till den....TOODLES.....

Smile for the camera....

2008-11-17T00:17:00.000-08:00

Me,hehe....

JJ when he was a baby...

The 1st time i met Jane...

Watching soccer,so cute...

Oh no..JJ is ran over by a bycycle...

Both sleeping,such such an angel...

JJ the black one and Jane the white one...

Start a Fresh...

2008-11-16T23:59:00.000-08:00

I juz started this blog,i hope i got time to update it everyday,hehe...A bit about today,hmm...I woke up wif a headache,haiz....till now still having it n trying not think abt it,i thought of going to the library later but havent quite decide bcoz of this terrible headache,maybe i shud coz i wanted to borrow a book to read at my free time...My holidaes are extremely boring,i juz stayed home and rot the whole day...Really wan to go out but dunno where besides its the raining seasons where could i go...I'm home alone wif my 2 cats named JJ and Jane...They are also sleeping so,haiz...they are so cute i juz wish i was like one of them,i'll post some of their pics later...In my family i'm the 3rd and the only girl and i'm a daddy's girl,hehe...Tuesday morning, my 2nd bro is leaving for Vietnam wif his school for some CIP programme, how cool is tat and further more he has to reach at the changi airport at 4.30 am ,wow!!And i'm following to sent him there... Till here then,coz i'm goin to the library at North Point...TOODLES....